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Using stimulants and masturbating, in sessions of an almost eternity-esque sense (..)

Sure it is different but it still has the same effect. He has no desire to actually go out and find a sex partner, I would wager quite a lot on him having trouble getting hard or ejaculating if he did end up trying to have sex. This is a well documented problem.
 
I can definitely feel this...I'm a chill guy with a good job...don't party often but I love to get high on Meth and jerk off for a long night...I like to continue use thru the whole time....I go back and forth between Snorting lines and honestly I really like to shove shards in my ass....it makes me so fucking horny and makes the experience amazing....I'd much rather have someone else to please...but I don't know anyone who does this...and I am not really trynna get any diseases or anything...I end up fantasizing about things I normally don't...to be completely honest I even catch myself watching videos of women having sex with trannies..what I don't like is the difficulty to focus lol...tonight is one of my nights. I did a fat ass line about ten minutes ago....just waiting till I have the house to myself, ill strip hook my computer up to my Big screen. And I have one really big rock, I'm either going to just shove it up my ass of I'm gonna mix it up with water in a turkey baster and squirt it up there...cheers everyone!!!
 
okok, so, id been wanting to do one thing for so long, and i finnaly got to try it. So, u know how after a fat shot of speed when u cum its AMAZING right? So i always wanted to know how it would feel to do the shot right as im ABOUT to cum... obvious i cant do it with only one hand tho so even better.. do a shot in the middle of either a blow job or during sex... i did the latter. I finally got with a chick who was such a freak (annd a bit of a bag ho) that she didnt mind me doing a shot as she was cowgirl riding me . It was eye crossing, breathtaking, and amazing. Felt like id passnout it was so intense. I came right after then rush. Perfect. Try it.
(Have it pre loaded obviousy)
 
I miss the good old days where I could use amphetamines and get shit done instead of masturbating for 2 hours, then an hour later do the same shit again. it's a huge waste of time, some of the nuts i let off are explosive but still. takes all the utility out the drugs.
 
The topic if the thread suggests, that sexually underwhelmed singles should not at all indulge in stimulant binges. When my sex life was fullfilled, the fapathons were pursued on a uni- or biquarterly occasion. That means I predominately used my amped up time constructively instead of browsing for the next video of my favourite porn star.

Before you plan to take high doses of stims regularly with a certain goal in the mind, work on developing a relationship with a girl, that is of course not solely based on sexual desires (in sober state). In that way you won't fall to the idea, that jerking of for 6h+ during a stim binge is anything but totally self-destructive soul humilation.
 
I miss the good old days where I could use amphetamines and get shit done instead of masturbating for 2 hours, then an hour later do the same shit again. it's a huge waste of time, some of the nuts i let off are explosive but still. takes all the utility out the drugs.

You can easily form a habit with stims, some people love to clean, some people do art, read, surf, game, exercise and generally get stuff done. If you have nothing that needs to be done and your usual 'goto' when high is wanking then you can start to associate speed with sex and it can turn into a sex only drug (same way a lot of guys associate meth with sex).

Try it when you have something to do, change your setting etc
 
When I first tried Adderall in 2011 this became my favorite weekend hobby. Started with a 30mg pill for one session followed by weed which not only brought the initial high back, it actually felt even better. Then a mild crash and sleep. Over time I had to up the dose to 60mg followed by another 30mg 12 hours later then the weed. Then this started not feeling as effective but rather than up the dose even more I quit doing it. End of 2012 got my gall bladder taken out, it was messed up due to rapid weight loss from using the Adderall I think. After that I waited a few months and tried Adderall again from 1-3 pills a few times but I couldn't even get high. I felt very focused and could stay up all night but the horniness wasn't there anymore. Did a Google search and found out Adderall tolerance build up is fairly common. Waited another few months, tried again, no dice. Was my ability to get high on Adderall somehow tied to my gall bladder? Weed doesn't even do it for me anymore, makes me anxious. I did get to try Mephedrone when it was available on the Internet legally and that was awesome for sex stimulation, but can't find it anymore. Not sure where to go from here... Would love to get my hobby back!
 
Does this happen to girls too? I find it hard to imagine girls on their own spending hours getting off to porn, hour long finger blasting sessions etc...
 
Umm, it happens to a girls too but maybe we don't discuss about it so publicly as men do. Have you heard of women discussing about normal masturbation either in public often? of course we do masturbate and of course using stimulants may lead into a state in which we watch gay pron while finger fucking so hard our joints hurt afterwards (not to mention other places).

I do stimulants once in a while and most often the use is associated with sex. I get horny on most of the stimulants or empathogenics and I sometimes I combine a bit of psychedelics or dissos in a mild dose to get myself into super horny sex fiend mode. I call my current cocktail as a Love Potion #6

it is greatly satisfying to be in a state in which you can absolutely focus on different aspects of sex and it takes a while to find a good coctail of drugs but it is definately worth it. The sex is great while on drugs but it remains better than normal too for few months after some massive drug induced sexual marathon. Of course it takes a good partner who you can trust and who can keep on the same pace as you but when you find one it is the most joyous pleasure the world can give.

masturbating is good when you are a single but if in relationship I would prefer to have sex with my partner (+some toys) when using that drug cocktail.
 
Umm, it happens to a girls too but maybe we don't discuss about it so publicly as men do. Have you heard of women discussing about normal masturbation either in public often? of course we do masturbate and of course using stimulants may lead into a state in which we watch gay pron while finger fucking so hard our joints hurt afterwards (not to mention other places).

I do stimulants once in a while and most often the use is associated with sex. I get horny on most of the stimulants or empathogenics and I sometimes I combine a bit of psychedelics or dissos in a mild dose to get myself into super horny sex fiend mode. I call my current cocktail as a Love Potion #6

it is greatly satisfying to be in a state in which you can absolutely focus on different aspects of sex and it takes a while to find a good coctail of drugs but it is definately worth it. The sex is great while on drugs but it remains better than normal too for few months after some massive drug induced sexual marathon. Of course it takes a good partner who you can trust and who can keep on the same pace as you but when you find one it is the most joyous pleasure the world can give.

masturbating is good when you are a single but if in relationship I would prefer to have sex with my partner (+some toys) when using that drug cocktail.

So, does horniness = wetness then? Do you ever get up to any perverse kinda shizz?
 
Just signed up for bluelight because i found this thread most helpful from what i could find on google. SO THANK YOU ALL

From what ive read here, i have a rather unique addiction and want to know if anyone can relate/offer advice to end this destructive behavior.

I apologize for the long post, but its all relevant

I started taking adderall in college, and it disnt take me long to realize how great it is for masturbation. First 2 years, id take adderall to study, then end with a 1-2 hour wank session.

Then this gradually devolved to more "addictive" behavior.There was a brief period in my life where i would actually "plan" a session by buying drugs, not wanking for a week before, and downloading tons of porn.
I probably did this 4-5 times, and its been 18 months since the last one and i havent had a single urge. So good news is i dont have the urges/addicition while SOBER.

Fast forward to now: i have an AMAZING group of friends. Smart group with solid careers and generally have their shit together, but we all identify in this underground music scene happening in our city. What that entails is going to a party til 6am where u can openly do drugs on the dancefloor. These are some of the best experiences of my life, always with the same group of people, who are everything to me. We do this about 3 weekends of the month. I dont see this being a problem in my life and have no plans to stop soon.

HOWEVER, the real problem for me starts when the night is over and everyone leaves. Since im already a little hopped up from the night out, the first thing i want to do is masturbate. I tell myself ill just do an hour and then sleep. But as soon as i see the porn and touch my weiner its like flipping a switch. If i have any leftover/excess stims of any sort, i will keep taking them and wanking until im out of drugs. Its fhe only thing in my life i have ABSOLUTELY no control over. While sober, i have no cravings, but as soon as im on stims and open the laptop, all i want to do is get as get as close to orgasm as possible for as long as possible. And mind u this is never planned. Up until today (finally acknowledged i have a problem), i never assumed i would go on a wank binge after the party soo ive done serious damange to my penis because i own no sex toys or lube. This is because my sober masturbation habits are as normal as it gets. Just a 5 minute wank every other day before bed.

So what prompted this post:

This past weekend, we stayed out all night and got brunch after for my friends bday. We all did tons of stims, but all my other friends go home and sleep and be responsible. There was an unusual amount of leftover drugs on my table from the pregame, and i bought some ADHD meds recently to learn to make web apps on the weekends. I literally apent the whole day (after being out til 9am with my friends) eating all my ADHD meds and every drug left on the table. Its also a somewhat common ritual in these binge sessions to spend 1-2 hours on my back with my eyes closed doing controlled breathing to lower my heart rate cuz i overdosed.


All my friend do drugs at these parties, but im the only one who cant manage to just go home and stop.

In all other respects of my life, im completely fine. I dont smoke, am pretty good about dieting/fitness, have a great job. I just need to figure out how to disassociate the high of stims with this desire to binge masturbate. Im sure my other friends will knock out a quick wank at most after these things, so i wanna get on their level

Thanks for reading and I appreciate any advice/experiences you could share.
 
Weirdly enough, I could almost say the same about my reason for joining. To find out about this subject, but also to learn more about my weapon of choice, the good old D-Bag aka Mephedrone.

I do not do it as meticulously as some people mentioned above (although certain preparation is required due to excessive sweating), but I get certain surges where I do feel like I just want to go home and beat one out on drugs. For me it started when we were partying with my girlfriend quite a bit and realized that orgasms are insane while on stimulants once you are finally able to reach that point. So it started as "normal" sex or mutual masturbation between us few years ago, but has continued alone ever since. It's mainly spontaneous, but if I do know I have a day off coming up for one reason or another or my girlfriend will be away...the activity is quite clear.

I do not masturbate at all otherwise basically, I do enjoy sex with my girlfriend a lot and my life is more or less normal otherwise with a good job yadi yaa. But when I do go out and use drone, I usually leave in the early hours, which is sensible, but it means I will go home and beat one off. Or a few. I will also make sure that I have enough drugs to do so for several hours, which I think is me trying to feel better about my normally not-superhuman stamina (not 20 second man, but lets say 5-8 minute man). So being able to watch porn and crank one that lasts several hours is some sort of weird validation for myself that I can sometimes last longer than normal. I think the longest one is approximately 7 hours with rest breaks, re-dosing, trying to maintain erection because you took a tad too much or lost concentration, so we're talking about quite substantial times here. For the record, I have no psychological issues, that require medications or other apart from this, but clearly some form of inferiority, possibly because of a lot of porn :p

So it hasn't really killed sex for me, I am not very sexually active and have never been, but this does get me riled up. I know most people have coke wanks and so on, but I am yet to cross paths until now with people who actually on purpose do drugs almost solely for this purpose. While sober, no urges.

Advice on the matter....not so much as this particular habit has not in itself caused me any harm apart from a lot of towels and sheets that need to be washed due to sweat and an occasional soreness, but anything that involves these substances and becomes a habit, is quite concerning. I dont do great amounts at once (not even a gram usually), but the frequency of it is the killer. The power of the orgasm after a super-wank like this is so overwhelming and all-consuming that it is the thing that keeps me going back to it. Nothing beats a good fuck and making your girl cum, but I have noticed that these two are separated in my head and dont cross or interfere with each other. Luckily, even tho she is the one who it all started with.

So yes, we are out there it seems.
 
yellow kitchen glove aand endless baby oil placed properly between mattress and boxspring is what my cousins showed me ,the amount of humping is pleasurably detrimental... and strictly with my cousin or close homie dp a mattress if shit fits,,there has been times where im at one end and my cuz at the other and we thrust the bed back and forth ,feels great ,dont forget more tweak for during and of course porn porn porn its mandatory ,if no baby oil is present use grapeseed oil olive oil vegetable oil etc.
 
yellow kitchen glove aand endless baby oil placed properly between mattress and boxspring is what my cousins showed me ,the amount of humping is pleasurably detrimental... and strictly with my cousin or close homie dp a mattress if shit fits,,there has been times where im at one end and my cuz at the other and we thrust the bed back and forth ,feels great ,dont forget more tweak for during and of course porn porn porn its mandatory ,if no baby oil is present use grapeseed oil olive oil vegetable oil etc.

I know you're on meth and you have no inhibitions because of the drug, but wouldn't you want to go into separate rooms or something?
 
Taking adderall and pleasing myself while going on youtube is a guilty pleasure I love it
 
I know you're on meth and you have no inhibitions because of the drug, but wouldn't you want to go into separate rooms or something?

It ain't DP if your in seperate rooms, plus, you'll end up ruining two perfectly useable mattresses instead of one.
 
So, does horniness = wetness then? Do you ever get up to any perverse kinda shizz?

I have to be physically touched to get very wet. Just thinking about dirty stuff turns me on a lot, though.

And yeah... On speed is the only time I'd enjoy some Pervy things. Like butt stuff done to be. Also kinks like bdsm, spanking, roleplaying, etc are acted on more often.

Though it's usually something I was a little curious about already, and amps just bring it out in me.
 
I prefer a glove wrapped in a towel, less rough edges... and the cousin thing...to each his own!
 
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