My whole life is revolved around drugs, I started using Ice (Meth) and GHB a few years ago and of course it got completely out of control where I couldn't be without G for longer than 1/2 hour. My fingers and toes were so swollen and the pins and needle were so bad that I would have a charge waiting for me when I would slowly come to so then the pain could go away and I could start smoking ICE. Spending over $1000 a day on my drugs of choice, I basically had to sell my soul to the devil to make sure I had enough money. This meant that I could never be without GHB and ICE and Xanax when sleeping. Being so broken and fucked, bruised all over my body, I was fortuned enough to be placed in a rehab for 9 months. In Rehab of course I kept hearing about Heroin and I don't know what an addiction is until I'm hanging out. So of course It got the best of me and I left to have a shot.. Then used it about 9 times in two weeks. Feeling so shit from the smack I went back to my drugs of choice, then stupidly mixed heroin in there a couple of times as well... No I'm completely fucked once again, cannot move unless I use Ice or G. Need to go back to REHAB am so over using drugs, there not fun!!! and if anyone thinks its a game please be careful..
ANY advise?
ANY advise?