Well this was a hell of a day...spent all damn day waiting on a dealer who occasionally fronts me. Called him this morning around 10am to see if he could do something for me...tells me to give him a break he's working on something so then starts the wait. By noon my nose is drippin, sneezing my ass off and just plain lethargic...didn't want to do a damn thing but lie there watching Netflix. Tried to eat a little something but you know how that goes...in one way, out the other...Must have spent the afternoon between the bed and the can. Called him back around 5 and I get an earful about how he still hasn't gotten anything...so back to bed and Netflix...Thank God for internet and Netflix, haha...So by 8pm I'm pretty sure nothing's going to happen...and with no kind of comfort meds like clonidine, trazodone, subs or anything at all, I'm already dreading the night ahead. so after a couple hours of tossing, turning and occasionally running to the toilet I've reached my limit and am ready to slit my wrists (kidding)...Then by a miracle of God he finally calls me at 11:45 to go to his house. Don't have a car so that's a 30 minute walk there and back...it's cold out but luckily no wind so it was tolerable...Finally got back home about 1:15 with a couple bags of new stuff called Melaza...pretty good imo and I was soooo glad to finally shoot up and find blessed relief...a day like this hasn't happened in a while and i'll tell ya...when i get my subs refilled on Wednesday I'm going to save at least 10 of them so this doesn't repeat itself...That's about it so I'm going to enjoy this little buzz while i can...not going to sleep it away like usual...So Peace out my friends and I'm OUT!!!