thought I'd check in since I haven't been here a bit...What's new Nod Squad??? hahaha like that one...not much happening my way been just dealin with a bunch of GAHBAGE...Rolex, Armani, Gucci, Louis Vitton...all the designers are total shit...gets u off "E" but that's all; have yet to run across anything worth writing home (or here for that matter, ha) about. Neighbor with the brown is waitin on some been a while in the meantime had the Armanis or Rolex and I can boot 5 in a shot and feel a 1/2 sec rush if it can be called a rush...then my nose drips non-stop and start sneezing like I hadn't done anything. Sooo fuckin' tired of all this garbage floating around I'm even goin to get on Subs to see how that goes...saw "Intervention" the other night and they had these two brothers from Westfield...local boyz first time I see any dopers from my neck of the woods...those guys were a trip...kinda reminded me of me and my bro cause one snorts and the other bangs and one's a quiet family guy and the other is a straight up hustler and does just about anything to score...well I'm not that bad I have my hustle goin on but mostly I work odd jobs for my daily fix...but as I said the dope I'm getting is just teaser dope that after u do some you're fiendin for more almost instantly!!! Kinda wish but don't really some of that fent dope comes round heah... On a sad note my best friend/running buddy/neighbor passed away from lung cancer along with a huge tumor in his brain that was fucking him up big-time putting pressure on the part of his brain that controls sleep so he was like good one minute and next he was asleep kinda like noddin on dope but he was clean cause he was in the hospital for weeks...they were doin radiation treatments on the tumor to shrink it so it would stop affecting his balance (always dizzy) and the sleepiness so they could start the chemo...terrible!!! He did like 6 rad treatments and just said NO MORE!!! can't take it no more just give me somethin for the pain and leave me be...so they moved him to some kind of nursing home type place and basically put him in a bed and fed him morphine four or five times a day. He just started wasting away before my eyes and it got to the point that he stopped eating and was in a type of daze he knew you were there but all he could do was mumble and stare blankly ahead...got too much for me to see him like that I last saw him some day last week but we all figured he had some time left...but I got the 12:20am call from his mom that he passed away Monday night around 11:15pm. I'm still kind of in shock that he's really gone...my best bud Wavy Davy...gonna miss him soooo much man...well didnt' mean to bring down the thread but I was just telling y'all how my life's goin lately and it's not good at all... Well my friends take care and be careful out there Nod Squad!!! RaZ