Thanks Eve. Tomorrow will be day 10. The Wellbutrin and alternating gabaergics help. Actually I stopped the gabaergics 2 days ago and will wait another couple days before using them again... if needed.
Thanks for the support, very much appreciated.
Congrats on that 10 days. I know it's been a few months. How you been feeling since then?
I'm on day 2 of Kratom withdrawal. Had some restless leg syndrome last night and have just been feeling down during the day, but surprisingly it hasn't been as bad as previous times when I've gone through early withdrawal. I'm wondering if it's just the calm before the storm due to the fact that there's still a lot of kratom in my system, or has God really answered my prayers; I asked Him if He could eliminate the brunt of my withdrawals and I promised Him i would stay free and clean from all substances indefinitely. I still have the desire to make myself feel better like any addict, but I'm going to have to LET GO of the Kratom and all other substances. Part of breaking free from any drug dependency is learning how to cope with bad feelings without returning to the drug. One of my main coping tools is praying to God. Whether He exists or not I don't know, but I do believe He/prayer helps me...and always will.