BlueSaffron
Bluelighter
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- Nov 11, 2013
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Thanks Smoky. I took your advice & had it by my bed & just woke up & took one. Just in bed waiting for it to kick in.
I feel great. I still may be having some anxiety here and there that is related to the benzo part of my detox but it's nothing like what I felt during my kick. I'm exercising, sleeping 7 - 8 hours a night and eating well. I never want to go through that again. And one day soon you'll be where I'm at if you keep on fighting. It'll happen. Just keep moving forward.Thank you Lovcraft, I really needed to read that right now Congrats on 13 days! How do you feel?
Lack of motivation is hard. I"m just sitting here :/ I want to do my makeup, go down to Macys and get my free sample of foundation, run to Starbucks and try their new Chestnut Praline latte, go to AAA, hit the grocery store, and come back and do some cleaning. But I've wanted to do all that since noon and instead I'm just sitting here. I feel like the reduction in subs is hitting me today...
sunday 8mg
monday 6mg
tuesday 4mg
today so far 2mg
might take my other two mg now... itll hit around 5:30 and then maybe I'll feel like doing stuff. Shitty way to think. I know, I know.