absolutlyamazing
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Sep 12, 2008
- Messages
- 61
I hate when people try to belittle your efforts and bring you down when you are trying with every fiber in your body not to go cop and use. I hate judgmental people that look at addicts like they are diseased rats that climbed out of a sewer. I don't know one drug addict that started using drugs because they were happy and in a good place in their life and had absolutely no mental issues whatsoever… And I don't know any one heroin user that used heroin as their first opiate and IV'd it the first time they did it. Everyone I know started with pills, then snorted H then started shooting it. I know I thought I was above becoming addicted and I was just using recreationally. Boy did that sneak up on me! ALways wondered if I was born an addict or if I changed my brain chemistry so bad that I am one now.