And the fact that these are subs means it really should have blown my mind!
But to be fair I did trip pretty hard, its just hard to be amazed when youve done things like LSD+3.5MG DOC+16mg 2C-i Im SURE a higher dose will completely fry my ass but this first experience didnt amaze me like I hoped. I did feel enlightened afterward and did sort some psychological shit out but I wasnt where I was hoping to get.
I did notice MUCH more happens with your eyes closed with mushrooms than LSD but I did dose at 1pm instead of just before dark like usual. Things moved slowly, sensually and in a way sexually, I definitely felt like an intimate experience with an also tripping partner would have been amazingly euphoric. There was no electric, dirty feeling like from acid. I felt very heavy in the legs which is 100% new to me in the psychedelic experience, and it was different to K heavyness, it was more wobblyness where as K feels more like gravity pulling you down. A few times I had to catch myself before I fell flat on my face.
The thought of poisonous mushrooms was completely absent from my mind which im very thankful for. And I havent used a needle since the trip. I saw a lot of needles and a lot of fire in the visuals(CEV) and to me thats a sign that I dont need to use them anymore so ive quit smoking cigs, im still smoking pot and im still smoking meth but I feel much clearer in the head and am going to try to spend my time high on psychedelics rather than meth/opiates/benzos when I do decide to use something. Its so much more fullfilling and I felt great afterwards.
People say mushrooms come to you when your ready and when they will benefit you and I believe that. Mush is pretty much the last common drug I had left to try and while I used to be able to aquire the most obscure chemicals I could never get mushrooms and wouldnt trust most people to take me picking or sell me some. But I trust my source and I think they came at the right time, im going to get that book "psilocybe mushrooms of the world" I think its called. I know subs grow in the blueys but I reckon there would be paddocks around here that would have P.Cubensis/P.Cyanescens at some point. I just need to learn to identify P.Cubensis 100%(im pretty sure id be ok at it, not confident with subs though. They seem to have a much more varied appearance than cubes) and find out what temperature & altitude cubes grow at(does altitude matter too much when theres rain, followed but sun & the right temps?) And of course spores/mycelium. Am I naeive to wonder whether most cow paddocks around the east coast of Australia harbour mushrooms at some time in the year when the temperature is right?
Am I allowed to ask at what temperature and altitude do P.Cubensis and Pan. Cyans grow at and do coastal areas affect the growth of the mushrooms because of the salt in the air or is this generally not a problem? It seems all the info around here is on Subs and its hard to find Australian specific info on the shroomery :/