This is my very first post here, so please forgive me for any mistakes I may have made in this post.
First and foremost, I cannot tell you guys how thankful I am to have this forum and this thread! I have been addicted to 10mg Oxycodone for about the last 3-4 years, I began taking them recreationaly and then that turned into, what I told myself was a manageable addiction. Up until a few days ago, I would chew and eat about 5-6 10mg oxycodone/day, sometimes more if I had them. Almost 72 hrs ago, I decided that I needed to change my life and stopped, cold turkey. I could no longer manage it and I had to stop before it got worse and I lost everything. I took my last 10mg oxycodone 1/5/16 at 8pm. The next day I was having mild W/D's, got thru the day of work. I came home, came across this thread and read thru hours of posts and decided I needed to give this a try. I got a 72ct bottle of lope, and I took 20mg at about 6pm 1/6/16 and hoped for the best. About an hr later, I could not believe the results! Like most of the posts I read, I too was receiving the same amount of relief from W/D's! That night, I tossed and turned but was able to get some decent sleep. The next morning, 1/7/16, I felt okay, still feeling the W/D's but they were a lot better than expected. At around 10am, I took another 12mg of lope and I experienced the same relief for pretty much most of the day. That evening, I was even able to go to the store with the girlfriend and get fruits/veggies for smoothies, I honestly could not believe it. Later that night, around 9pm, I took another 8mg of lope, took a few Tylenol PM's, and was able to again get some decent sleep. That brings me to today, it is almost 12:30pm, and I still have not re-dosed with the lope, and I still feel some slight W/D's, but it is manageable. Just super lethargic. I am going to go as long as I can today before I feel like I need to re-dose with the lope, and I am only planning on taking 8mg, to see how that goes. Is this a proper taper? I've read the stories about Lope w/d or addiction and that is the LAST thing I am using it for, so I just want get an opinion on my taper process.
Lope, Tylenol PM's, and cannabis is all I have used thus far, I cannot believe the results! I know I am not out of the woods, and I am not trying to get my hopes up too much, but lope has made this normally painful process, so much more manageable. I have the rest of the weekend off, so I am hoping that I can taper down the lope to 2mg or 0mg by Monday. Is this wishful thinking? For the last 3 days, I've only been eating and drinking lots of water (Lope gives horrible cotton mouth), soup, fruits/veggies, multivitamins.
Any tips or advice would be greatly appreciated! Again, thank you all for sharing your experiences here, for if it wasn't for this, I would probably have 0 hope, no clue how to manage this and would most likely end up back where I started! I only hope to keep on this path, and you all have given me hope! Thank you all!
Blessings