crestfallen
Bluelighter
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- Aug 10, 2011
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I have gone through opiate withdrawal from kratom to fentanyl, and I've felt the same symptoms but they are more intense with potent opiates/opiods like fentanyl. My first w/d was from a moderate hydrocodone habit (60-70mgs daily for 2 months) and it was really crappy but I could handle it. I've noticed my last two times w/d from fentanyl, I am absolutely miserable feeling the same symptoms but on a much more intense level. I'm guessing that the stronger an opiod's binding affinity on the mu receptor, the worse the withdrawal will be once completely removed from the system? The physical part sucks but the mental part is insane. I have had depression and anxiety so bad that suicidal thoughts keep popping in my head every minute and it's the end of day 3 c/t. I took 40mgs of adderall today which made me anxious as hell. I slipped up and took 50mgs of hydrocodone tonight bc my anxiety was really getting very bad (no access to benzos or anything else).
Did that dose just ruin all my progress? I can't get anything else anymore so no matter what, I'm riding this out till the end. I just want an idea of how much damage I did
Did that dose just ruin all my progress? I can't get anything else anymore so no matter what, I'm riding this out till the end. I just want an idea of how much damage I did