So yea a few months ago I was prescribed generic 20 mg adderal and I love them. I'm sure you all know the effects but for me it's alot of hyperfocus, wanting to talk to much, hyper sexuality all that good stuff while it lasts atleast.
I recently have been trying the vyvance 50 mg from a friend of mine I've taken the pill prob about a dozen times now, and just let me say that compared to the adderall it really tweaks me out like I just took a hit of meth lol.
But anyway my problem is it makes me feel so damn good too good! I'm a fighting game fan and when I'm on this it's very rare I am beaten. And it's very easy for me to get distracted by sex and porn I end up watching it for hours lol.
I need a way to keep my mind off of sex the slightest thing sends my imagination to super perverted dirty land and by the time it wears off my mind is so overworked from thinking about it so damn hard lol.
Just bein honest here lol I mean it's crazy I'm talkin crazy unrealistic fantasies I'm not gonna go into detail about. And while it is hella fun it just pushes my mind way past its limit. Afterwards I'm always almost unsatisfied lol.
I also don't wanna depend on this stuff but I'm starting to feel addicted and being broke right now and no weed to smoke after running out I'm quite unmotivated to do much of anything.
Idk if its for me or not the comedown is such a bitch. But it's hella fun while it lasts, although I'm never that perverted or have crazy fantasies for hours any other time. It's starting to feel seriously wrong and evil but so much damn fun lol.
I recently have been trying the vyvance 50 mg from a friend of mine I've taken the pill prob about a dozen times now, and just let me say that compared to the adderall it really tweaks me out like I just took a hit of meth lol.
But anyway my problem is it makes me feel so damn good too good! I'm a fighting game fan and when I'm on this it's very rare I am beaten. And it's very easy for me to get distracted by sex and porn I end up watching it for hours lol.
I need a way to keep my mind off of sex the slightest thing sends my imagination to super perverted dirty land and by the time it wears off my mind is so overworked from thinking about it so damn hard lol.
Just bein honest here lol I mean it's crazy I'm talkin crazy unrealistic fantasies I'm not gonna go into detail about. And while it is hella fun it just pushes my mind way past its limit. Afterwards I'm always almost unsatisfied lol.
I also don't wanna depend on this stuff but I'm starting to feel addicted and being broke right now and no weed to smoke after running out I'm quite unmotivated to do much of anything.
Idk if its for me or not the comedown is such a bitch. But it's hella fun while it lasts, although I'm never that perverted or have crazy fantasies for hours any other time. It's starting to feel seriously wrong and evil but so much damn fun lol.