Hello everyone, I'm new to blulight and just read every post in this thread and I wanted to thank everybody for posting their experiences. It's great to know I'm not alone in suffering the indignities of pain management, the insults of pharmacists, doctors, and receptionists. It's unreal what we have to through just to live another day and not be sick(from under prescribing) or in intractable pain. I just wanted to say I love all of you, we are all kindred spirits and great people with so much to offer the world if given the chance. My background is- I suffer from chronic pancreatitis brought on from alcohol abuse in my teen years. I've been on 15mg oxycodone 3xday for 5 yrs now. This no longer works at all and I run out very early so I buy subs to avoid wd and I'm in pain during that time. I've lost 80lbs , due to severe nausea that is part if my illness. The only thing that helps that is weed. Weed just became ok for medical usage where I'm at but docs are afraid to prescribe it so the law is useless. My doc is moving me to pain man. Cause he says the law is just becoming to much for him to deal with. He was allowing me to use weed on my own from my own sources which was really cool, he's a good man and he's helped me ever since I met him through a local er. But now I'm waiting for that call about pm so I've had to stop using the weed and I'm down from 130lbs to 108lbs. I have lots to say and I've been through the ringer over the years but I just wanted to tell you all that I feel like I've known you all my entire life and I wanted wish u all my best and I hope you all find some relief...
Sorry I forgot this, I used to use the herbal incense(synthetics) as an appitite stimulator as a way to get around ua's but they've been banned in my state and I've been robbed trying to purchase online. Any ideas would be greatly appreciated. I've been on just about all of the nausea perscription meds zofran, phenergan, compazinr etc etc. none of works one bit.. I just want to regain my weight. My ideal weight is about 165/175. 130 on weed, 105-110 and dropping without