Out of stupidity I redosed mephedrone after a terrible party. I seem to have forgot how ugly it is. And why the hell do girls sell for money, and nobody prefers sex with a guy who doesn't only think about his penis, warms them up gently, and wants them to have as much pleasure always caring about them feeling true intimacy and ending orgasmic. Whatever, I'd never pay for sex, I only accept same "payments" from both sides. If a girl is ready to let a random guy offering 50zl put his penis into her vagina for 1min, she's already eaten by today's world. And I left the party giving a compliment to a nice dark haired barmaid who happened to be married, and I assured her I noticed, so it's not picking up and I was speaking true. Her true smile and blossom was priceless and the aingle shortest lasting moment that made me happy. My dear female companions said they'd love such a compliment, but I doubt any they get is of some more human reasons. Or I should get myself closed in a madhouse,because it's so passe now to bring at least a tiny bit of positive emotion to another person requesting nothing in exchange. If I don't, soon it may be too late.