I have been exercising daily up until recently, I fractured a few ribs and my sternum is all messed up from a longboarding accident. I have been taking tons of vitamins and supplements for brain health, as well as eating all organic and very healthy. I have been trying to socialize as much as possible, and have even tried going out on a couple dates. The Parkinson's like symptoms that I've been experiencing made those interactions somewhat uncomfortable, and embarrassing. I don't know what is wrong with me. I don't even look the same as I did prior to this incident. I swear my cheeks are much more sunken in, and there are even worse bags under my eyes now. It seemed to have sped up my metabolism somehow as well, I have been losing weight and can't seem to stop. I'm sure this has something to do with working out so much, as well as eating healthy, but I am down to 165 lbs. A normal weight for me has always been somewhere around 190. I have been having the same psychotic freak-outs, and I'm still having terrible mood swings. I always thought I was somewhat bi-polar, but now it's seems very apparent. I haven't worked since the incident, but haven't really worked in about four years besides random odd-jobs and some under the table work for my friend's parents that own a seeding business. I lost the last two jobs that I was holding down steadily because my parents committed me to drug rehab because I was addicted to Heroin, and I overdosed on it four times. I feel like school has been helping my brain stay active, but it is harder than ever for me to pay attention. I haven't taken it or any other stimulants since the incident happened on August 10th, 2013. I don't plan on taking any stimulants ever again. I just wish I would've seen Meth as the dirty drug that it really is before this happened. I guess I should be thankful that this happened, instead of something much worse. I just want things to come back to normal, I feel like meth seriously damaged my brain. I know that it could have a lot to do with the mycotoxin exposure as well. Maybe it will just take time to heal. Like I said, I have been taking a ton of different supplements for the brain. Some of them include, MegaRed Omega-3 Krill Oil, Perque EPA/DHA Guard, Perque Life Guard, Perque Liva Guard, Perque Digesta Guard, Perque Mood Guard, Hawaiian Astaxanthin, Circumin 95, Oil of Oregano, Ubiquinol, Milk Thistle, Artichoke Extract, Lion's Mane Mushroom, Blueberry IQ, and Melatonin when I'm having a hard time sleeping. I know I am forgetting a few others, but this is most of them. I am also taking some other ones that help to recover from the mold sickness. I know I need to addressing multiple issues, and not just the methamphetamine. I am staying hopeful through all of this, I can definitely tell I am making slow progress. I am certainly doing a lot better than I was six months ago. It has been over eight months since I smoked that dirty shit, I can't believe I am still feeling it's effects. I can't believe I ever thought that Meth was an acceptable drug to experiment with. It is definitely the worst drug of all, or right behind Heroin. Heroin recently took a close friend of mine's life, so it's hard to not see that as being the worst of all. Not to mention it almost killed me four times. But meth is the worst of all in it's own way. It truly is the devil's drug. Especially when it's not cooked right. The stuff I smoked was like a toxic precursor soup. The meth I had prior to this experience was always extremely pure stuff. Most of the stuff I got was good enough to get you spun off a tenth of a gram. I always preferred the Red Phosphorus/Iodine extracted meth. This was my first time encountering impure meth, and it was an extremely negative experience. If anyone knows of any other supplements or vitamins that I should be taking, please let me know. I just started taking this stuff called Limu Moui recently, and I feel like that has been helping with the shakiness to some extent. I don't notice my head shaking as much. It has also been helping with my terrible restless legs that I have had since the incident. I remember the days after the incident happened, I couldn't keep my feet still. It was like I felt like I had to be shaking or moving them at all times. My whole body was shaking violently the night I ingested it. I had heard tweakers talk about how "shake-n-bake" makes you literally shake. Scary stuff. I can't believe anyone would risk their lives like that. I can't believe I did. It is very disturbing to think that I am that bad of an addict. Thanks you guys for replying. I know some of you probably don't take me seriously, with all the different factors going on. But trust me, what I smoked was some very sicko shit. I've never seen meth that didn't move in the pipe, it just sat in the same stuff when it was burning. It was probably 5-10% pure. I can't believe I smoked it. I can't believe there were other people in the town where I live that were smoking that stuff. I can't imagine what smoking a large amount of that stuff would do to a person. I'm sure there were prolly a few tweakers that ended up in the psych ward over that stuff.
What treatments have you tried?
