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=== WARNING THIS IS LONG, CONTROVERSIAL, WILL PISS YOU OFF ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE JEWISH, I GIVE ZERO FUCKS AND HOPE THIS WILL BE OF SOME USE TO THE PSYCHEDELIC RESEARCH COMMUNITY AND HOW PSYCHEDELICS (oral cannabis) INTERACTS WITH GEODON AND WELLBUTRIN on someone who is schizoaffective (me). ===
Title was too long so I dub this - controlled mania.
oh btw I am still manic but I got sleep so I didn't slip into psychosis. I've gone into psychosis twice, once voluntarily and once involuntarily. Not going to elaborate, too personal, maybe if you knew him better. Some people might remember me. I used to post often.
disclaimer: i considered not posting this here just because of how controversial it is but bluelight is pretty open minded. I used to post here a lot more but morninggloryseed offended me in one of my previous trip reports so I left the forums. yeah, fuck you morninggloryseed you led to me almost not posting this. I know you're friends with tom the dmt junkie and I know you are intelligent but that was a serious dick move and hit me emotionally/psychologically hard enough to not post on here for years coupled with psychosis induced from infatuation with a girl more than a thousand miles away (online relationship), n,n-dmt and sleep deprivation which landed me in the loony bin for a good 2 months and didn't feel normal for a LONG time.
this is copied from my blog, http://www.perennialgnosis.info/ You can find a picture of the Cheeba Chew Quad Dose there. What it looks like.
Dosed 1 Cheeba Chew Indica Quad Dose at approx 10PM on 09/11/13
Experiment #2 of oral Cannabis without the intoxication of any smoked Cannabis.
tentative conclusion: oral Cannabis is much more medicinal, less anxiety prone, less paranoia, intense, less irritating to the throat, generally more pleasant, extremely long lasting, euphoric, best part was the taste, sound/audio and tactile enhancement. masturbation significantly more pleasurable. taste and sense of smell completely annihilated (couldn’t smell or taste anything for the first approx three hours) later in the trip/experience i was able to have the various enhancements that come with it. it must just be too overwhelming during the come up/peak for my individual biochemistry to handle it so it just adapts by shutting down a few sense organs.
bio-assay went will, will need further experiments on self for a more solid conclusion.
personality type: not addictive at all and the addiction has been tested with the illegal base substances (opiates, hard stimulants), ghb and alcohol.
i could still feel the effects from the cheeba chew about 40 hours later. My individual biochemistry is totally whacked. Induced a controllable mania that lasted so far 40 hours, still can feel the effects/controllable mania.
Meyers-Brigg Type: INTJ
sleep schedule for the past 2 weeks:
monday 2am to 6am
tuesday 2am to 6am
wednesday 2am to 6am
thursday 2am to 8am
friday 3am to 6am
no naps or sleeping during the day
diagnosis (dx): schizoaffective disorder and attention deficit disorder
prescription (rx): 40mg of Geodon (Morning and Night) and 100mg of Wellbutrin (Once a day/Morning)
disclaimer: the old maxim is that anything hallucinogenic/psychedelic including delta-9-thc should never ever under any circumstances be used by someone who has a history of mental disorder, family history of mental disorders, has a mental disorder or just does not have a strong grasp of reality. i fully knew all the risks going in. it was either bliss (mania combined with cannabis intoxication with a slight dose of sleep deprivation). i am not a qualified medical practitioner, i have no medical degree, no science degree, no formal qualifications, almost entire auto didactic. using psychedelics puts you at a potential risk for psychosis and psychosis leads to irreversible brain damage (i believe it’s cellular damage though i’m not sure of the specifics) and it is psychologically traumatizing.
coming from personal experience with being in psychosis twice, the first time involuntary i was in the hospital for about 2 - 3 months and it took a good six months to 1.5 years to feel any sense of normality. your families relationships will be completely split, they will probably have to deal with a whole ton of emotion that was not there before but isn’t that the great thing about life. our ability to “bounce back” in neuroscience they call this neuroplasticity, the literal rewiring of individual neurons to new patterns of thought, possible cell growth. in other words, repairing your mind through as the buddhists would say “mindfulness” or “skillful means”.
most drugs aren’t neurotoxic or even cardiotoxic. it’s the abuse of the base substances (cocaine, methamphetamine, heroin, synthetic and semi-synthetic opiods [ie oxycodone (trade name Oxycontin), hydrocodone (trade name Vicodin), fentanyl (trade name: Duragesic)]
the real issue to worry about is whether or not you can resist the potential psychological and physical urge towards addiction. this is when it comes down to personal morality and personal development. how much of a person you are. if you are a weak, pathetic, cowardly person you are going to be broken by psychedelics. if you are secure in your sexuality, beliefs, friends, etc. you are going to have a good time. timothy leary called this “set and setting” referring to the mind(set) and setting(environment), pick carefully.
it is not the drug itself that is the issue, full legalization is the only sane and logical solution but rather the abuse of the drug by the addicts. the addicts have a diseased mind, they are literally sick, infected by a toxic psychological urge to consume until they can have this urge satiated. the urge is usually something they have tried to repress such as being raped while younger, molested, beaten, child soldiers in africa will do this with drugs like cocaine/heroin (it’s not confined to the first world).
there is truly a war going on
alex jones is controlled opposition or “disinfo”. he is employed directly by either the fbi, cia or nsa. i’m not sure which and if it’s not them it’s someone they contracted it out to in order to hide the paper trail.
brainwashing is real
alex jones is off prisonplanet.com and infowars.com and is an agent provocateur, designed to make the REAL people who have the REAL knowledge look like tinfoil hattery so they can discredit them. alex jones has connections to STRATFOR in his company, STRATFOR is a global intelligence gathering op, this is the smoking gun. alex jones denies this but he knows he’s been caught. kinda like the goebbels quote “The Jew is immunized against all dangers: one may call him a scoundrel, parasite, swindler, profiteer, it all runs off him like water off a raincoat. But call him a Jew and you will be astonished at how he recoils, how injured he is, how he suddenly shrinks back: “I’ve been found out.” Alex Jones wife is Jewish and he is the quintessential definition of a puppet for israel/the Zionist regime/THE ACTUAL NEW WORLD ORDER CONSPIRACY THEORY. the hebrew term for this is shabbos goy . By law in Israel they have this law of return which essentially states that if you have any maternal israeli/jewish heritage you are given free citizenship to Israel.
now Israel is one of the personifications or manifestations of evil in the world. they are if we trust the Christians to be right, the devil incarnate. Lucifer himself, Beezlebub. Israel has attacked the USA military directly on a ship called the USS Liberty, this is not a “conspiracy theory” do your research. Israel also has done dozens of false flag bombings notably the King David incident. The heads of Israel and the USA are incredibly tight. The Israel-USA relationship is that of Master to Slave/Bitch. The USA is Israel’s bitch. Israel/Jews (usually the ultra orthodox rabid Satanic Zionists that the muslims always are going off the rail about) are disproportionately represented in entertainment/mass media, banking/financial sector and while i’m not sure if they have direct political influence in the congress/senate but i am positive they have indirect influence through a sinister, diabolical, probably Satanic group called AIPAC. AIPAC bribes, threatens, influences and manipulates people like taking candy from a baby. They have perfected this. HERE IS THE PROOF for Israel being dominant politically, it’s censored from the media usually but there are some slipups, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-u5t6JWraPQ. I have more if you want to e-mail me, we can get talking politics. Then there is the issue of if you bring this up in the public sphere since the Jews control the media, politics and banking or if not control exert a disproportionate influence compared to all other ethnic, religious or any sort of classification of groups. Israel will call any opposition anti-Semitic, here is some evidence, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AwBBYLr_1bU and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RFB0pJYO-QA
I believe both of these people are Jews themselves hence why they were allowed to say it, ie the self-hating Jew stereotype gets played out and the media can spin that. You will never ever see criticism of Israel in any REAL significant criticism that isn’t there to say to the public that the conspiracy theories are wrong because there is minor amounts of criticism of Israel in say the New York Times (Jew owned btw). Zionists run the media, let me show you proof. From a pro-Jewish/Israel site: http://blogs.timesofisrael.com/jews-do-control-the-media/ and http://www.latimes.com/la-oe-stein19-2008dec19,0,2339294.column another pro-Jewish/Israel paper. LA Times is owned by a Jew. They control not just television, radio but also the printed presses from bookstores to newspapers. This is a group that is only 2% of the population to give you an idea of how overrepresented they are. Now, what happens when you call them out on this? You get blacklisted, banned from hollywood forever or its very hard to find work (proof? MEL GIBSON and here is one lesser punishment though still harsh from hollywood itself I guess seth macfarlene isnt Jewish enough for self-deprecating humor, http://www.eonline.com/news/391872/...-hollywood-joke-draws-fire-from-jewish-groups
yeah, anti-Semite! BIGOT! all these are pure neo-Marxist buzzwords originating I believe in the frankfurt school which pushes a sinister, diabloical manifestation/personification of evil in the form of the devil/lucifer known as “cultural marxism” another thing the media slams as a conspiracy theory but it’s very much legit. do the research yourself. everyone knows academia is leftist and filled with marxist sympathies. guess where that stems from? KARL MARX and the frankfurt school are his disciples and the next generation dubbed “neo-Marxism”. Critical Theory is their weapon of choice designed to destroy religion, traditional gender roles, promote homosexuality, make the church pointless, useless, a joke, they lost the economic communism so they switched tactics into culture hence cultural marxism. Adorno one of the heads of the frankfurt school calls this process “the long march through the institutions”.
interesting anti-Semite read:
http://www.calvin.edu/academic/cas/gpa/goeb1.htm
I don’t think Hitler is a personification of evil. All of the Jewish leaders of Bolshevism well at least most of them were predominantly Jewish. Hitler saw how communism was trying to destroy his country and wanted to preserve it. Build a strong homogeneous ethnic foundation, which makes for the STRONGEST SOCIETIES IN THE WORLD. Historically speaking this is how it works. Japan is quite homogeneous and as a result has been quite properous bar their falling birth rates and stagnating economy, they’ve made remarkable progress. So yeah Hitler resorted to extremism. If we believe the official story then he wanted to get rid of the Jewish communists who were subverting society and FUCKING SHIT UP FOR THE REST OFEVERYONE hence the hatred of communists in germany. I don’t know if I believe that or not. I know the 6 million number is a myth because I’ve seen all the symbolic significance Jews attach to that number (google jewish six million new york times newspaper for evidence). I don’t know if there was a systematic gassing of Jews. I know that they were rounded up and put into camps. I don’t know if they were systematically gassed ala genocide as the holocaust theology has incorporated into their victim complex. Jews are obsessed with being a victim, /pol/ has this image of a jew saynig woe is me and then shows him in the next frame laughing and saying woe is me with lots of gold, i found it amusing. It’s fun to poke fun at Jews. They have tons of inbreeding in their genes especially the ashkenazi hence I believe this genetic predisposition to ugliness (unattractiveness), genetic diseases (they have high rates of genetic diseases due to keeping it Jew to Jew very Jewish supremecist among the ulraOrthodox its sanctioned in the talmud and by some “extremist” rabbis bubt if they are extremist then why did one of the most famous authorities of halahkic law come out and say the purpose of non-Jews (goyim) is to serve the Jew. that was made PUBLIC. the ADL went FULL DAMAGE CONTROL since it was a Jew and not a muslim, it’s harder to spin the public perception that they are evil. So they called him an “extremist” and said he was not representative of Jews as a whole so the people who think “oh woah, maybe he’s like representative of a certain type of Jew and maybe they really do have a sick, satanic, jewish supremecist doctrine outlined in the talmud that is kept in hebrew so the gentiles (non-jews/goyim/unclean animal) won’t be able to read it and thus expose their deception. I’m reminded of a brilliant passage in mein kampf entitled “on debating jews” i 100% agree with hitler on this and the reason i see him a great man and philosopher/writer though the drugs at the end got the best of him (methamphetamine along with a ton ofother shit but meth was the main culprit imo)
this image is from 4chon.net or 4chan’s /pol/ there is some overlap, great boards which will “redpill” you ifyou want to use a matrix metaphor.
i fight against this with all of my being, it is the core essence of my entire life philosophy which is heavily refined.
so far if you we want to categorization/wikipedia what i believe in it is the following:
politically: libertarian values of civil rights and privacy combined with national socialism system of economics in a homogeneous society. Jews HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATEHATE HATE HATE thsi idea orf a homogeneous white society because it reminds them of germany and what hitler was going for. hitler in this sense is a model to be emulator not for his alleged atrocities of which i have no way of verifying for sure because of the amount of propaganda surrounding hitler / ww2 / holocaust theology/ creation of Israel. I believe the creation of Israel would not have happened without the holocaust thus I am skeptical of it ever taking place in the first place. holocaust denial laws are in place to question this orthodoxy and guess who put them there Jews. Jews put them there so they could exploit the holocaust and earn mass shekels. This is outlined quite clearly in norman finkelstein (a jew columbia professor of political science IIRC) the holocaust industry which was dubbed “antisemitic” LOL guess by who? Jews. Of course, they wouldn’t want of their own calling them out on their neurosises. so he was blacklisted from academia, almost lost his position or did lose his position at either columbia or princeton i can’t remember too manic. look up finkelstein i agree 100% with him on the israel/palestine situation and believe he was on the only wsane commentators in the public sphere who knows what he is talking about, chomsky comes in close second and coincidentally they are friends. both are secular Jews, see I don’ t hate ALL Jews indiscriminately I just hate these Zionists who are driving america into the ground and blaming it on “terrorists” LOL.
I don’t know ifal-Qaeda exists, I’ve read some eidence thazt it was the name of a CIA database computer and that it’s just a generic term the CIa invented for a group as the result of a blowback operations in the middle east when the russian cold war was going on. syriangirlpartisan calls it Al-CIAda but I remain skeptical. anyway, the amount of influence that the govt puts around the word “terrorism” is based totally on fear, control and maanipulation. in computer terms this is called FUD (fear, uncertainty, doubt)
Addendum: Honestly, another reason I left bluelight is I was just OBSESSED with drugs. I was obsessed, I had an unhealthy obsession. I spent upwards of probably 16 hours a day for years reading about pharmacology and anecdotal reports (erowid, bluelight, shroomery, lycaeum, etc.) I was also a scientific materialist which is a horrible and depressing world view. Been there. Done that. It's not fun and it's not valid IMO either. I am now a Monotheistic Panentheist.
edit: http://www.cheebachews.com/product_info.html <-- these are the exact doses for the cheeba chews. More specific research. So I took 70mg of THC of which some was converted to delta-9-THC and it was strong enough to induce a controllable mania. I was also somewhat sleep deprived. Mania supresses my appetite, keeps me up (I have natural insomnia).
Title was too long so I dub this - controlled mania.
oh btw I am still manic but I got sleep so I didn't slip into psychosis. I've gone into psychosis twice, once voluntarily and once involuntarily. Not going to elaborate, too personal, maybe if you knew him better. Some people might remember me. I used to post often.
disclaimer: i considered not posting this here just because of how controversial it is but bluelight is pretty open minded. I used to post here a lot more but morninggloryseed offended me in one of my previous trip reports so I left the forums. yeah, fuck you morninggloryseed you led to me almost not posting this. I know you're friends with tom the dmt junkie and I know you are intelligent but that was a serious dick move and hit me emotionally/psychologically hard enough to not post on here for years coupled with psychosis induced from infatuation with a girl more than a thousand miles away (online relationship), n,n-dmt and sleep deprivation which landed me in the loony bin for a good 2 months and didn't feel normal for a LONG time.
this is copied from my blog, http://www.perennialgnosis.info/ You can find a picture of the Cheeba Chew Quad Dose there. What it looks like.
Dosed 1 Cheeba Chew Indica Quad Dose at approx 10PM on 09/11/13
Experiment #2 of oral Cannabis without the intoxication of any smoked Cannabis.
tentative conclusion: oral Cannabis is much more medicinal, less anxiety prone, less paranoia, intense, less irritating to the throat, generally more pleasant, extremely long lasting, euphoric, best part was the taste, sound/audio and tactile enhancement. masturbation significantly more pleasurable. taste and sense of smell completely annihilated (couldn’t smell or taste anything for the first approx three hours) later in the trip/experience i was able to have the various enhancements that come with it. it must just be too overwhelming during the come up/peak for my individual biochemistry to handle it so it just adapts by shutting down a few sense organs.
bio-assay went will, will need further experiments on self for a more solid conclusion.
personality type: not addictive at all and the addiction has been tested with the illegal base substances (opiates, hard stimulants), ghb and alcohol.
i could still feel the effects from the cheeba chew about 40 hours later. My individual biochemistry is totally whacked. Induced a controllable mania that lasted so far 40 hours, still can feel the effects/controllable mania.
Meyers-Brigg Type: INTJ
sleep schedule for the past 2 weeks:
monday 2am to 6am
tuesday 2am to 6am
wednesday 2am to 6am
thursday 2am to 8am
friday 3am to 6am
no naps or sleeping during the day
diagnosis (dx): schizoaffective disorder and attention deficit disorder
prescription (rx): 40mg of Geodon (Morning and Night) and 100mg of Wellbutrin (Once a day/Morning)
disclaimer: the old maxim is that anything hallucinogenic/psychedelic including delta-9-thc should never ever under any circumstances be used by someone who has a history of mental disorder, family history of mental disorders, has a mental disorder or just does not have a strong grasp of reality. i fully knew all the risks going in. it was either bliss (mania combined with cannabis intoxication with a slight dose of sleep deprivation). i am not a qualified medical practitioner, i have no medical degree, no science degree, no formal qualifications, almost entire auto didactic. using psychedelics puts you at a potential risk for psychosis and psychosis leads to irreversible brain damage (i believe it’s cellular damage though i’m not sure of the specifics) and it is psychologically traumatizing.
coming from personal experience with being in psychosis twice, the first time involuntary i was in the hospital for about 2 - 3 months and it took a good six months to 1.5 years to feel any sense of normality. your families relationships will be completely split, they will probably have to deal with a whole ton of emotion that was not there before but isn’t that the great thing about life. our ability to “bounce back” in neuroscience they call this neuroplasticity, the literal rewiring of individual neurons to new patterns of thought, possible cell growth. in other words, repairing your mind through as the buddhists would say “mindfulness” or “skillful means”.
most drugs aren’t neurotoxic or even cardiotoxic. it’s the abuse of the base substances (cocaine, methamphetamine, heroin, synthetic and semi-synthetic opiods [ie oxycodone (trade name Oxycontin), hydrocodone (trade name Vicodin), fentanyl (trade name: Duragesic)]
the real issue to worry about is whether or not you can resist the potential psychological and physical urge towards addiction. this is when it comes down to personal morality and personal development. how much of a person you are. if you are a weak, pathetic, cowardly person you are going to be broken by psychedelics. if you are secure in your sexuality, beliefs, friends, etc. you are going to have a good time. timothy leary called this “set and setting” referring to the mind(set) and setting(environment), pick carefully.
it is not the drug itself that is the issue, full legalization is the only sane and logical solution but rather the abuse of the drug by the addicts. the addicts have a diseased mind, they are literally sick, infected by a toxic psychological urge to consume until they can have this urge satiated. the urge is usually something they have tried to repress such as being raped while younger, molested, beaten, child soldiers in africa will do this with drugs like cocaine/heroin (it’s not confined to the first world).
there is truly a war going on
alex jones is controlled opposition or “disinfo”. he is employed directly by either the fbi, cia or nsa. i’m not sure which and if it’s not them it’s someone they contracted it out to in order to hide the paper trail.
brainwashing is real
alex jones is off prisonplanet.com and infowars.com and is an agent provocateur, designed to make the REAL people who have the REAL knowledge look like tinfoil hattery so they can discredit them. alex jones has connections to STRATFOR in his company, STRATFOR is a global intelligence gathering op, this is the smoking gun. alex jones denies this but he knows he’s been caught. kinda like the goebbels quote “The Jew is immunized against all dangers: one may call him a scoundrel, parasite, swindler, profiteer, it all runs off him like water off a raincoat. But call him a Jew and you will be astonished at how he recoils, how injured he is, how he suddenly shrinks back: “I’ve been found out.” Alex Jones wife is Jewish and he is the quintessential definition of a puppet for israel/the Zionist regime/THE ACTUAL NEW WORLD ORDER CONSPIRACY THEORY. the hebrew term for this is shabbos goy . By law in Israel they have this law of return which essentially states that if you have any maternal israeli/jewish heritage you are given free citizenship to Israel.
now Israel is one of the personifications or manifestations of evil in the world. they are if we trust the Christians to be right, the devil incarnate. Lucifer himself, Beezlebub. Israel has attacked the USA military directly on a ship called the USS Liberty, this is not a “conspiracy theory” do your research. Israel also has done dozens of false flag bombings notably the King David incident. The heads of Israel and the USA are incredibly tight. The Israel-USA relationship is that of Master to Slave/Bitch. The USA is Israel’s bitch. Israel/Jews (usually the ultra orthodox rabid Satanic Zionists that the muslims always are going off the rail about) are disproportionately represented in entertainment/mass media, banking/financial sector and while i’m not sure if they have direct political influence in the congress/senate but i am positive they have indirect influence through a sinister, diabolical, probably Satanic group called AIPAC. AIPAC bribes, threatens, influences and manipulates people like taking candy from a baby. They have perfected this. HERE IS THE PROOF for Israel being dominant politically, it’s censored from the media usually but there are some slipups, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-u5t6JWraPQ. I have more if you want to e-mail me, we can get talking politics. Then there is the issue of if you bring this up in the public sphere since the Jews control the media, politics and banking or if not control exert a disproportionate influence compared to all other ethnic, religious or any sort of classification of groups. Israel will call any opposition anti-Semitic, here is some evidence, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AwBBYLr_1bU and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RFB0pJYO-QA
I believe both of these people are Jews themselves hence why they were allowed to say it, ie the self-hating Jew stereotype gets played out and the media can spin that. You will never ever see criticism of Israel in any REAL significant criticism that isn’t there to say to the public that the conspiracy theories are wrong because there is minor amounts of criticism of Israel in say the New York Times (Jew owned btw). Zionists run the media, let me show you proof. From a pro-Jewish/Israel site: http://blogs.timesofisrael.com/jews-do-control-the-media/ and http://www.latimes.com/la-oe-stein19-2008dec19,0,2339294.column another pro-Jewish/Israel paper. LA Times is owned by a Jew. They control not just television, radio but also the printed presses from bookstores to newspapers. This is a group that is only 2% of the population to give you an idea of how overrepresented they are. Now, what happens when you call them out on this? You get blacklisted, banned from hollywood forever or its very hard to find work (proof? MEL GIBSON and here is one lesser punishment though still harsh from hollywood itself I guess seth macfarlene isnt Jewish enough for self-deprecating humor, http://www.eonline.com/news/391872/...-hollywood-joke-draws-fire-from-jewish-groups
yeah, anti-Semite! BIGOT! all these are pure neo-Marxist buzzwords originating I believe in the frankfurt school which pushes a sinister, diabloical manifestation/personification of evil in the form of the devil/lucifer known as “cultural marxism” another thing the media slams as a conspiracy theory but it’s very much legit. do the research yourself. everyone knows academia is leftist and filled with marxist sympathies. guess where that stems from? KARL MARX and the frankfurt school are his disciples and the next generation dubbed “neo-Marxism”. Critical Theory is their weapon of choice designed to destroy religion, traditional gender roles, promote homosexuality, make the church pointless, useless, a joke, they lost the economic communism so they switched tactics into culture hence cultural marxism. Adorno one of the heads of the frankfurt school calls this process “the long march through the institutions”.
interesting anti-Semite read:
http://www.calvin.edu/academic/cas/gpa/goeb1.htm
I don’t think Hitler is a personification of evil. All of the Jewish leaders of Bolshevism well at least most of them were predominantly Jewish. Hitler saw how communism was trying to destroy his country and wanted to preserve it. Build a strong homogeneous ethnic foundation, which makes for the STRONGEST SOCIETIES IN THE WORLD. Historically speaking this is how it works. Japan is quite homogeneous and as a result has been quite properous bar their falling birth rates and stagnating economy, they’ve made remarkable progress. So yeah Hitler resorted to extremism. If we believe the official story then he wanted to get rid of the Jewish communists who were subverting society and FUCKING SHIT UP FOR THE REST OFEVERYONE hence the hatred of communists in germany. I don’t know if I believe that or not. I know the 6 million number is a myth because I’ve seen all the symbolic significance Jews attach to that number (google jewish six million new york times newspaper for evidence). I don’t know if there was a systematic gassing of Jews. I know that they were rounded up and put into camps. I don’t know if they were systematically gassed ala genocide as the holocaust theology has incorporated into their victim complex. Jews are obsessed with being a victim, /pol/ has this image of a jew saynig woe is me and then shows him in the next frame laughing and saying woe is me with lots of gold, i found it amusing. It’s fun to poke fun at Jews. They have tons of inbreeding in their genes especially the ashkenazi hence I believe this genetic predisposition to ugliness (unattractiveness), genetic diseases (they have high rates of genetic diseases due to keeping it Jew to Jew very Jewish supremecist among the ulraOrthodox its sanctioned in the talmud and by some “extremist” rabbis bubt if they are extremist then why did one of the most famous authorities of halahkic law come out and say the purpose of non-Jews (goyim) is to serve the Jew. that was made PUBLIC. the ADL went FULL DAMAGE CONTROL since it was a Jew and not a muslim, it’s harder to spin the public perception that they are evil. So they called him an “extremist” and said he was not representative of Jews as a whole so the people who think “oh woah, maybe he’s like representative of a certain type of Jew and maybe they really do have a sick, satanic, jewish supremecist doctrine outlined in the talmud that is kept in hebrew so the gentiles (non-jews/goyim/unclean animal) won’t be able to read it and thus expose their deception. I’m reminded of a brilliant passage in mein kampf entitled “on debating jews” i 100% agree with hitler on this and the reason i see him a great man and philosopher/writer though the drugs at the end got the best of him (methamphetamine along with a ton ofother shit but meth was the main culprit imo)
this image is from 4chon.net or 4chan’s /pol/ there is some overlap, great boards which will “redpill” you ifyou want to use a matrix metaphor.
i fight against this with all of my being, it is the core essence of my entire life philosophy which is heavily refined.
so far if you we want to categorization/wikipedia what i believe in it is the following:
politically: libertarian values of civil rights and privacy combined with national socialism system of economics in a homogeneous society. Jews HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATEHATE HATE HATE thsi idea orf a homogeneous white society because it reminds them of germany and what hitler was going for. hitler in this sense is a model to be emulator not for his alleged atrocities of which i have no way of verifying for sure because of the amount of propaganda surrounding hitler / ww2 / holocaust theology/ creation of Israel. I believe the creation of Israel would not have happened without the holocaust thus I am skeptical of it ever taking place in the first place. holocaust denial laws are in place to question this orthodoxy and guess who put them there Jews. Jews put them there so they could exploit the holocaust and earn mass shekels. This is outlined quite clearly in norman finkelstein (a jew columbia professor of political science IIRC) the holocaust industry which was dubbed “antisemitic” LOL guess by who? Jews. Of course, they wouldn’t want of their own calling them out on their neurosises. so he was blacklisted from academia, almost lost his position or did lose his position at either columbia or princeton i can’t remember too manic. look up finkelstein i agree 100% with him on the israel/palestine situation and believe he was on the only wsane commentators in the public sphere who knows what he is talking about, chomsky comes in close second and coincidentally they are friends. both are secular Jews, see I don’ t hate ALL Jews indiscriminately I just hate these Zionists who are driving america into the ground and blaming it on “terrorists” LOL.
I don’t know ifal-Qaeda exists, I’ve read some eidence thazt it was the name of a CIA database computer and that it’s just a generic term the CIa invented for a group as the result of a blowback operations in the middle east when the russian cold war was going on. syriangirlpartisan calls it Al-CIAda but I remain skeptical. anyway, the amount of influence that the govt puts around the word “terrorism” is based totally on fear, control and maanipulation. in computer terms this is called FUD (fear, uncertainty, doubt)
Addendum: Honestly, another reason I left bluelight is I was just OBSESSED with drugs. I was obsessed, I had an unhealthy obsession. I spent upwards of probably 16 hours a day for years reading about pharmacology and anecdotal reports (erowid, bluelight, shroomery, lycaeum, etc.) I was also a scientific materialist which is a horrible and depressing world view. Been there. Done that. It's not fun and it's not valid IMO either. I am now a Monotheistic Panentheist.
edit: http://www.cheebachews.com/product_info.html <-- these are the exact doses for the cheeba chews. More specific research. So I took 70mg of THC of which some was converted to delta-9-THC and it was strong enough to induce a controllable mania. I was also somewhat sleep deprived. Mania supresses my appetite, keeps me up (I have natural insomnia).
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