Curious to hear about ppl who take regularly or have experience with high dose MXE (100+mg) ?
Yesterday I took my first no-eyeballed 100% sure 100mg dose of a very good mxe and was, even with some tolerance (not extreme at all), OFF MY TITS.
Firstly, in myself MXE tolerance manifest as decrease of psychedelic effect, so yesterday I probably experienced 60% psyche effect and 90% of other type of effects I would have experienced without any tolerance.
I can't speak too much from the trip itself, it's really hard to remember in detail and explain.
I was conscious perhaps for the 20 first minute of the comeup but understood quickly I will experience something hard.
After that, hard to explain.
TV was on and my brain made story from what was seen on TV, from associative memory, and I misinterpreted all kind of stuff. At some point I was having almost a part of the TV show, made the same gesture, experienced same mood as the TV show inspired at a particular moment, ect.
At some point I totally lost consciousness of myself, and when a form awareness came back, I felt like I was not myself, I no longer exist as a person, like I was kinda universal form of awarness or stuff. I was a part of a story, mission, fate or stuff like that.
I hallucinated various stuff related to this "mission" or story.
Can't explain more. I forgotten the state I was in was a result of drug for let say 90% of the trip.
Today I've only minimal after effects/hangover. But I think experience like that are somewhat hard for the brain, at one moment my gf reported that I was sweating, and I experienced what seemed like difficulty breathing while being tripped (it felt like that, but that was not really hard, and I'm not sure it was in reality difficulty breathing, perhaps in fact it just felt like that).
I wasn't prepared for this. I think I'll wait a good month or two with no dissociative at all, wait a moment where the set & setting is good and re try the experience in a more prepared way.
I'm curious because Ive read it's not that rare that some ppl take 100mg or stuff, but they don't seem that twatted or don't report a mega-strong trip after.
I know too that my current stash of mxe is fucking good and was impressed since the first time trying it (I ordered 10g of this batch because of that).