downfallin
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So I have a prescription for the drug gabapentin. I normally take around 600-900 mgs a day so I have a little bit of a tolerance. I decided to experiment and took 20 of my 300mg pills and washed them down with some OJ.
I immediately went to Walmart to pick up some stuff for dinner that day and drove off to the store. I noticed that by the time I got to the store my shoulders had relaxed a bit and I was feeling content but nothing hugely noticeable. I was walking around and ran into a friend who was working there that I used to see at NA meetings when I used to be into that. He told me that he has slipped and was on suboxone now, and that started up a little conversation and I told him I was clean now (off of opiates is clean to me) and I was doing good. He was impressed and said he would help me to get a job if I applied. So I said yes to this offer and proceeded to go to their little computer setup by the bathrooms and start the process.
I started feeling like I was drunk and benzoed out and the feeling kept on escalating until I was done with the whole questionnaire. I stood up after I was done and noticed an almost psychedelic state had come over me. Objects were moving a bit and I was in that content but dissociated headspace, not too intense, sort of like marijuana after a couple bowls. I wandered around the store trying to get my shopping done hoping I wouldn`t run into my friend because I was obviously fucked up now. I hurried and got my groceries and ran out to my truck.
I noticed myself being very cautious while driving with a constant internal diolouge like "okay now put it in first, ease on the clutch, make sure you stop slowly before this car ect" like I was just learning again. I was extremely grateful when I pulled up into my driveway as I was not expecting to be driving fucked up, I thought I would be in and out before it hit.
I went to my room and put on some MGMT as I was in an unexpected trippy mindset and wanted to zone out. I closed my eyes and got slight slight visuals almost more like a really vivid daydream. I didn`t actually see anything but I could picture everything very vividly. I saw random objects sort of floating on a weird background like a surrealist painting or something. Weird.
After about an hour or two, the psychedelic state wore off a bit and I felt like I had more energy and now it became closer to molly! I felt very happy and euphoric and wanted to DO something. I got on my computer and installed the game civilization 5 (a strategy game) that I had just bout with an expansion pack. I proceeded to play it into the wee hours of the morning not stopping until I looked up at the clock and saw that it was 5am! I turned off my computer and went to bed.
I awoke feeling light and happy. I didn`t take any the next day as I felt I still had enough in my system, but by the day after the withdrawal symptoms had set in, (YES there are withdrawals from this drug, nasty ones) so I went back to my normal 600mgs and felt fine after about a half an hour.
I have taken different recreational amounts of this drug many times and the effects have always been slightly different. At lower doses they are like a light opiate or benzo with added stimulation and drive; though I personally get added stimulation from opiates anyway, like my friends will nod out and I`ll go tweak out cleaning the kitchen. At medium doses (to me thats about 2-3 grams), I get a more wobbly drunk feeling and more euphoria sort of like Molly without the edge. At higher doses like this one I have gotten psychedelic effects on many different levels, the most intense one being at 3 grams with no tolerance and it was like nodding out on an opiate and tripping on a low dose of mushrooms. True CEVs, the body feeling just without the annoying thought loops that I get into with mushies.
So I really don`t know how I would classify this drug; it has stimulant, depressant, and psychedelic properties but it is definitely a drug worth doing IMO. I would warn anyone who wants to do it though, it IS habit forming. I get a nasty WD when I stop taking it and tolerance goes up QUICK. I would treat it with the same respect as an opiate and use it in moderation as to not get hooked. I wish I would have gotten that advice when I first got on it. But as a recreational drug, it is supposedly near impossible to OD, but I would recommend about 900 mgs to start if you have no tolerance; then work up from there. To everyone out there be safe and have fun! And remember addiction is NOT fun so keep it in moderation!
I immediately went to Walmart to pick up some stuff for dinner that day and drove off to the store. I noticed that by the time I got to the store my shoulders had relaxed a bit and I was feeling content but nothing hugely noticeable. I was walking around and ran into a friend who was working there that I used to see at NA meetings when I used to be into that. He told me that he has slipped and was on suboxone now, and that started up a little conversation and I told him I was clean now (off of opiates is clean to me) and I was doing good. He was impressed and said he would help me to get a job if I applied. So I said yes to this offer and proceeded to go to their little computer setup by the bathrooms and start the process.
I started feeling like I was drunk and benzoed out and the feeling kept on escalating until I was done with the whole questionnaire. I stood up after I was done and noticed an almost psychedelic state had come over me. Objects were moving a bit and I was in that content but dissociated headspace, not too intense, sort of like marijuana after a couple bowls. I wandered around the store trying to get my shopping done hoping I wouldn`t run into my friend because I was obviously fucked up now. I hurried and got my groceries and ran out to my truck.
I noticed myself being very cautious while driving with a constant internal diolouge like "okay now put it in first, ease on the clutch, make sure you stop slowly before this car ect" like I was just learning again. I was extremely grateful when I pulled up into my driveway as I was not expecting to be driving fucked up, I thought I would be in and out before it hit.
I went to my room and put on some MGMT as I was in an unexpected trippy mindset and wanted to zone out. I closed my eyes and got slight slight visuals almost more like a really vivid daydream. I didn`t actually see anything but I could picture everything very vividly. I saw random objects sort of floating on a weird background like a surrealist painting or something. Weird.
After about an hour or two, the psychedelic state wore off a bit and I felt like I had more energy and now it became closer to molly! I felt very happy and euphoric and wanted to DO something. I got on my computer and installed the game civilization 5 (a strategy game) that I had just bout with an expansion pack. I proceeded to play it into the wee hours of the morning not stopping until I looked up at the clock and saw that it was 5am! I turned off my computer and went to bed.
I awoke feeling light and happy. I didn`t take any the next day as I felt I still had enough in my system, but by the day after the withdrawal symptoms had set in, (YES there are withdrawals from this drug, nasty ones) so I went back to my normal 600mgs and felt fine after about a half an hour.
I have taken different recreational amounts of this drug many times and the effects have always been slightly different. At lower doses they are like a light opiate or benzo with added stimulation and drive; though I personally get added stimulation from opiates anyway, like my friends will nod out and I`ll go tweak out cleaning the kitchen. At medium doses (to me thats about 2-3 grams), I get a more wobbly drunk feeling and more euphoria sort of like Molly without the edge. At higher doses like this one I have gotten psychedelic effects on many different levels, the most intense one being at 3 grams with no tolerance and it was like nodding out on an opiate and tripping on a low dose of mushrooms. True CEVs, the body feeling just without the annoying thought loops that I get into with mushies.
So I really don`t know how I would classify this drug; it has stimulant, depressant, and psychedelic properties but it is definitely a drug worth doing IMO. I would warn anyone who wants to do it though, it IS habit forming. I get a nasty WD when I stop taking it and tolerance goes up QUICK. I would treat it with the same respect as an opiate and use it in moderation as to not get hooked. I wish I would have gotten that advice when I first got on it. But as a recreational drug, it is supposedly near impossible to OD, but I would recommend about 900 mgs to start if you have no tolerance; then work up from there. To everyone out there be safe and have fun! And remember addiction is NOT fun so keep it in moderation!
