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MDPV Megathread 10: Stuffandnonsensemonger

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If your takin things 1 hour at a time, I can't see why you not feeling you the fuckin BOSS going with no pv on day 19(20 now I guess). You the BOSS in my eyes tho' mate. Cheers, keep on going!
 
Thank you.

I only say hour by hour because whenever the thought of using occurs that's how I must take things. Otherwise I'm finally feeling better and better each day and thankfully FINALLY thoughts of using are becoming less frequent and less intense.
 
no idea if thats real or not (cant listen to the sound of the vid)

using and driving? driving on a busy road? WTF? driving with someone else in the car? and filming? and posting it on youtube.

fuck this, this aint mdpv or any other drugs fault. its fucking people being completly reckless. murderously so
 
Day 19

I can't stop thinking and dreaming of MDPV. Oh how that little devil tries to trick me too:

"just order some more but this time stick to oral or nasal dosages and you'll have no problems keeping things under control"
"or just order some apvp or apbp instead. It's not MDPV right?"

I wish that demon inside of me was right but I know he is just trying to trick me!

Seriously, its a massive achievment not to have fallen for the tricks your own mind can play on you in an attempt to justify re-ordering. You have done very well, i hope to be emulating your example, bupe is my current demon, not mdpv, but in a way its all the same thing.
 
Will from now on grab half g at a time, atleast that way its only a day or too binge instead of nearer 5-6 days from a gram, and have etizolam around every if ive vaping mdpv all day 5-6 etis at night will put me out, and then the first morning his is always the best ^^
 
Seriously, its a massive achievment not to have fallen for the tricks your own mind can play on you in an attempt to justify re-ordering. You have done very well, i hope to be emulating your example, bupe is my current demon, not mdpv, but in a way its all the same thing.

Thanks. Your guys' support helps.

Good luck with getting off bupe. I was on it for almost three years. I just tapered very slowly and was surprised how relatively "easy" the process was. I say easy when compared to quitting a full agonist but it still was not exactly a nice stroll in the park.

And of course, I did so while using MDPV daily too (as a functional stimulant). Not sure how that affected me quitting bupe, but looking back, I realize something: I had MDPV tamed and completely under control (for a couple of years)while I was on bupe. It was right after I quite bupe that I lost control over MDPV. I wonder if there is a correlation.
 
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possibly. The bupe might have been 'keeping everything together' for a while.

Id been using modafinil for ages as a functional stim along with bupe, i accidentally quit that habit by just forgetting to take it one day, and when i remembered later on in the day, i realised i felt fine witrhout it, and didnt need it after all.

Im almost off bupe, today ive halved my dose from 0.2 to 0.1 and havent noticed any difference, yet. It may take a while for the half life lag to catch up and notice that the dose has been dropped, but i was expecting to feel it today, and am surprised that im not feeling anything different.....
 
Haven't had time to browse the thread abut how are things going nick?
 
Thanks for asking mate. I am on a break of the destruction I was doing with all em drugs I was takin none-stop.
My mindset is much better, I want this life, want it to be good. A very good news and I dno if it was because of the mxe or wtf had happen, but the last week I have had almost none voices, its fuckin amazing. The paranoia are there tho' still but its better. Got loads of other problems in life tho' but don't going tell about now, but my state of mind is doing better. Need to start take my meds again tho, but that will come :)

u good yoyo?
 
im good mate still drinking every day but that stooped a few weeks before i landed in Holland and 2h after ended up in hospital with 2 seizures, didn't phase me but both my dutch mates knew it was fucked call ambulance straight away as feel like a rock and smashed head on a pole xD the worst part was getting out next day having to life legs into car like a fucking cripple, alot more scary from them both then it was for me with 3-4h of memory loss kinda my reason to give up driving, but it seems seizures run in my family aunt/aunts nan, pretty much shit them up have ECG in February, had not touched drugs and very little alcohol 3 weeks before i got to Holland and was off the gbl too, altho when i got bad i had 500mg mdpv waiting here which i did tbh i think it scared them alot more than me when i had 3-4 memory loss so it was kinda no big deal but ofc something isnt right, had a second seizure in hospital trying to rip the IV out of hand,

PS duch nurses are fine =D
 
Im a daily drinker myself heh.

But wow thats sounds awful, glad your OK now man :).

They fine eh? Never been there, but guess I have to now, lol :D :D
 
Yep got the the GBL 3 weeks before i life, 2 seizures one outside a shop luckily two nursers was outside, then another hospital trying to rip the IV out of arm (all while having no memory) scared the shit out of my two mates, so after getting there had another in hospital, not one to stay if it was back in the uk i would of gone home 3-4h memory loss really made me re think that, i guess if saw that i saw i doubt i wold of carried on drinking till 6am the day after (drunk the duch under the table too :) )

im giving it for ateast two months while i get my blood test and ECG, it could very well be drink but with seizures running in the family (all non drinkers) who fucking nows :p

ECG is booke for febaurty so i want to be tee total by then so they cant blaim that shit (even tho maybe over time it was that )
 
Do you guys actually end up like this?



Pre ban meph used to get me wired but thats on a different level


:D

Just seen this and is gold =D<3=D

And... erm... sort of. I've never done that but then again I've never looked that normal whilst on a run. That's pretty early on in the fukkery stakes. It gets far more intense than that. Far more intense 8o8(=D8(8o

Also, top comment...

Deimantas Matukas3 months ago

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Of course :D

(it's not me)

:sus:
 
I have half a gram of MDPV arriving for reading week next week. I'll probably disappear off the face of the Earth as per usual. I can't cope with the pace of bluelight when it takes me 30+ minutes to write a post with 10 thesaurus.com tabs open.

Just been catching up on the peev thread cos I've not checked in for ages and had to truthquote this - are you sure you're not me, Albi?!? Or maybe it's you that sets up all those cameras and microphones to observe my every move everytime I have some peev in :sus::sus::sus:

:sus:

so how about real sex on mdpv rather than porn?
how does that go/work?

It goes incredibly well, in my experience. Admittedly you have to stop frequently for another pipe/chase but that goes without saying really. Occasional Mrs Shambles only joined me for a peev night (one night for her, one night out of a week or so run for me) but it was a memorable night. She took three large bongloads of peev back to back first time of using which I must say impressed me far more than it should do. I'd imagine most folks would be cowering in a corner with the screaming heebie-jeebies after a single one of my "lil" bongloads but not a bit of it. She really rather enjoyed it, in fact. And the sex was suitably extensive and filth-laden, naturally :D

As an aside, has anybody else smoked peev through a bong? I find it to be much more mellow than when chased for some reason. Does mean you get through even more even more quickly than you would do just chasing but it seems to reduce some of the undesirable physical effects somewhat. Does for me anyway. Not that I'm recommending it as such, but for those that use peev anyway I'd be interested to here if my impressions have some validity or are just another peev-based illusion.
 
Ahahaha, I knew I wasn't the only one to get enraptured by the beauty of thesaurus.com on peevee :sus: That yellow/orange colour theme has pervaded my existence at regular points of my binge history.

My cravings returned a few days ago, quite badly. I know I can't use again til Easter though as my condescending flatmates will be arriving back at the flat in a couple of days.

It's not so much the sexuality I'm craving this time as it is the never-ending excitement...My last binge was one of the most sincerely fun times I ever had. I stayed up for days jamming to The Dandy Warhols and Brian Jonestown Massacre for 12+ hours at a time, getting lost in the psychosis and the music. I came out of it a better musician for sure, even if by the end I couldn't concentrate coherently enough to keep up with what was going on. The paranoia and the sexual regret fades when you're sat there with an instrument and some incredibly loud and incredibly good music blasting at you at 4 in the morning, while hallucinating as though you're performing live with said band.

How do you vapourise peevee when it's in a bong, Shambles?
 
Sounds good, Albi. I have a bit of a theory that it's when you spend the whole time stuck in front of a monitor either faffing with stuff or pr0nning it up (I tend to combine the two - file and sort pron rather than using it the way nature intended :eek:) that causes many - if not most - of the problems. On the (very) few occasions I've managed to keep myself occupied in other, more productive, ways (at least for part of the time) I've generally been far less paranoid and experienced far less of the negatives than usual. It's damnably hard to not just get stuck in a rut of doing the same stuff each time postie brings peevish prezzies but I really do think it helps a lot to be actually doing something when on a run. Keeps you more distracted and interested in something positive. Faffing with a computer is probably the worst thing to do cos it's like a fast-track to Schizotown. Every. Single. Time. I've done a bit of artwork once or twice (okay, once) during the early stages of a run and really got into it. Could quite imagine the same would be true of anything that provides an outlet for imaginative energies.
 
Aye, MDPV really does not stifle creativity in the same way other drugs might. However it does dictate what direction that creativity goes in...Expect some frenetic paper-shredding if you decide to pick up a pencil, or some frenetic instrument shredding if you decide to pick up an instrument, but either's good. I agree, it's sitting at the computer that is the kiss of death!

Also having your ears to the walls/floor isn't a healthy past time either. It takes a lot of self-awareness and strength to decide to pull away from an activity you've been engaging in for the past half day, or longer...But I think it's something you can learn to get better at with practice. Inevitably, though, as the days without food or sleep accumulate to a critical point, every endeavour becomes futile...And sending yourself to bed takes the most strength of all.
 
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