I dated him for a short time, very intense 6 months of my life. When I first heard he died it didn't sink in for a long time, I just started bursting out crying thinking about him this past week. What is this about heart implants? What was his interest in that? Also, his roomate told me he found the body so I really doubt he faked it, that doesn't really happen in real life. He was also reported to have an emotional breakdown or something, which is unusual for him given that he always had his shit together. Damn I miss him...you can't really get physically close to someone and just detach forever.