I was hoping you'd respond, rangrz, I figured it was something you'd know about
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I have no idea what I want to do really. I know I'm definitely sub though. Anything painful - not for me. Nothing scary. Haha.
Hmm. Well, I'd suggest starting at first with just trying being cuffed or tied and seeing how it feels, finding what is comfortable for you, both physically and mentally, like not even as a scene. More as just getting familiar with the use of the restrains themselves.
After that, I'd suggest doing a soft scene with him acting as a service top. So, like for e.g. have him cuff you/tie you to the bed. Then he can lavish attention on you in a way that is really more about your enjoyment than his. I.e. Lots of petting and kissing all over your body, nomming you. You could also mix in some sensation play. Have him run ice along your body, try sensitive areas: Back of neck, inner thigh, wrists, ankles/feet, tummy, breasts, vagoo. Ditto with a feather or a shaving brush. Light pinching of the nipples, just to the very minimum threshold between intense sensation and minor pain, for a brief duration. Then bang if you're so inclined.
You could I suppose have him back-cuff you and kneel down and have yourself a protein shake.
blindfold might not be your thing, if you don't like scary. It can be trippy to be blind folded in a vulnerable position like that, or I'd suggest that.
choking is always fun IMO...it can be done gently and non-painfully, like one hand, below larynx (where the adam's apple would be if you where a guy) and firm, but smooth and controlled pressure by pushing down (towards the bed) with his weight. NOT by squeezing his hand shut around it. This does not hurt, it does not leave bruises, and it does not really deprive you of air in the same way.