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Back in the ole BDD hood. Just shot .1 of some quality dope, nice white/grey chunk, significantly euphoric and intense rush. Very pleased with my dude's work as I'm sitting here, on the verge of a nod. Made some creamy mac n' cheese; ginger ale as my beverage. Very content with my set up right now.

This girl sitting next to me read this and asked "Does your dick feel euphoric right now?" HAH
 
@above have one for me too ;)

Smoking some weed and trying to recover from the last week. Someone else needs to fill the void here, heh.

Really longing for some dope or other strong opiates, would be nice to kill the pain, but it's not really possible for me to use occasionaly it feels. I'm so sick of withdrawals and really don't want to risk it again.
 
Toz, I always think I can pull off being a "chipper" and it never seems to work out. Realistically, I don't think it's possible for me haha. The withdrawals get more and more brutal as the years go on and more opiate receptors are created in my brain that need filled with the dope. It just feels too damn good, but when "it rains it pours"... in reference to not having money or opiates in withdrawal.

I wish I had some strong buds to smoke on. It would definitely top off my night, or some temazepam! It's been too long since I've had that precious benzo in my system.

I love the BDD Socialites, when I'm feeling nice and stoned or even if I'm down and need somewhere to vent. I don't really fucks with TDS lol
 
^ I know that feel all too well in relation to alcohol. Sorry you're having a rough night man. :(
 
Overdosed on codeine? Dude it sounds like you o/ded on aspirin. There's not much chance of such a small amount of codeine causing you to OD. You probably suffered a pretty bad panic attack from the weed too. Why did you choose to cwe aspirin ones? You should get ones with paracetamol if you cwe. If you're swallowing them whole get neurofen plus, ibuprofen is much less harsh on you. Can't you get ahold of some codeine linctus? Where abouts are you located?

To be honest I wouldn't take any codeine again for a long time. What meds did they give you?

Yeah, the hospital staff did say it was the aspirin which was causing the damage. I just like to add codeine because no one would comprehend why I was taking loads of aspirin without a deathwish.

I read that aspirin ones are easier to CWE because aspirin is less soluble in water than paracetamol, plus I am very wary of paracetamol, I thought paracetamol would cause more harm (I used to take high doses semi-regularly and want to stay away if possible). Why do you say paracetamol ones would work better?

Does codeine also damage organs in lower doses (~200mg)? Because I feel if it wasn't the codeine's fault then I shouldn't need to stay away, should I? I found it a very positive addition to my life and would be quite sad if I had to give it up :(

I'm in the UK by the way and they didn't give me any meds, only Sodium Chloride, Potassium Chloride and Sodium Lactate as IV fluids. A nurse offered me a paracetamol for slight fever but I declined. (I was there on a painkiller overdose & they wanted to give me more painkillers??? strange..)

Thanks, I am grateful for your help.

Here you go, wall of text as punishment for your sins ;)



Oh yea I remember you now, hi, well you bullshitted a bullshitter when it comes to me so no worries there. Besides I take any promises about opiates from anyone with a large grain of salt. It ain't the first time I hear it and certainly will not be the last. Anyway you can fool me but you should try to be more honest with yourself, at least if you think you are going to do it, do like I have, venture far away and dig a deep hole for later fun times. It will feel at least be a hassle if you feel like taking them again but know you don't really want to. That usually stops me, ok I feel bad but have no urge to drive for a long time, venture out dig up the hole and then get home to get high when I really shouldn't. It's also always comforting not to have drugs in your home. I find nothing really stops me from fooling myself into thinking I have a reason to use if I am feeling down and the opiates are next to me. It will work for a while but eventually it always fails.

Again, I am no doctor so I don't want to answer your question, you have suffered serious injuries really and I have no clue what taking anything will do. If you must take it, which I will advise against, you must see to it your CWE is done properly, it takes 2 hours or so, it's time even I would wait if I was in withdrawal. All nsaid overdoses seem to really suck. Check up aspirin or let someone else tell you if it is ok to cwe these pills. Codeine and aspirin combo don't exist here.
Taking so many aspirin pills you are rivaling my worst moments of recklessnes and that's not good at all. These pills are definitely not worth dying over.

I'd get some acetylcysteine from the pharmacy, but that works for paracetamol that our pills contain, don't know if there is anything you can do to help acetylsawrr overdoses. I think the best way is to do all it takes to avoid them all together. See to it the CWE is filtered properly. I have filtered alot of opiates for injection, like 20x ketobemidone pills, this requires constant attention too and took like 3 hours untill it was all done (phew) but it's still not a step I'd ever let myself fail with. If you know you want to have some the next day I suggest preparing the CWE the day before. I do so when I need to filter these riddiculous amounts of pills usually.

Be more careful, aspirin is not something you want in large amounts, it would suck to die from an overdose and it would suck even more to die from an overdose of a drug that has no purpose of getting you high.
Stay safe, I have to admit I really failed myself too this last week when it comes to drugs, though I will recover. Don't try to compete with me in stupidity next time, who knows another dose of that amount and you will probably win.

Don't think you fooled me here, you fooled yourself alot more. See to it there is no next time. And recover, organs are always nice to have left intact.

<snip>

Thank you Toz, from the posts I read you seem like a genuinely nice person with great and honest advice for everyone.

Yes, having drugs at home pretty much ends in taking them, I shouldn't have bought that much codeine really. At least I finished my stash :\
I am not doing anything at the moment apart from lying in bed and if I can be bothered, dragging myself out to get some food, and I have come to my senses a bit so am taking a break from everything except cigarettes for as long as it takes me to feel healthy and normal again. Nothing is worth suffering irreversible damage really. (nsaid overdoses really do suck, I don't reccommend)
I might go to a pharmacy and ask whether they have something similar to help for aspirin, thanks.

I have learnt my lesson and will be very careful in the future. My only excuse is that I was feeling very depressed again and just wanted a relief from that. But since I in no way intended to harm myself it was a very stupid senseless excuse. I honestly don't really know what I was thinking..

Good luck to you too, I hope you will feel better in the near future.

(Hope I didn't miss anything in the <snip> ...)



EDIT: How could I tell if I got a stomach ulcer or something? I still have stomach pains. I'm thinking of going to a walk-in-centre tomorrow to have them check me.
 
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Sup guys, I'm feelin Gucci on bupre, valium, low dose dxm, marihuana, hydroxyzine, and ciggs
 
2 mg clonazepam 800mg gapapentin, 80 mg baclofen, 1 joint of reg grade weed, and some moonshine!
 
Lol you guys I'm so highx what up hangyourhad and opimaniac


You guys feeling good?

Hola Bawdy, Deranged Drug-addled Barely-coherent, Destructive Degenerate BDD socialistas, what's cracking?

It's been a bit since I've stopped by - nice to see some new faces. Congrats, Bronson on your rapid ascension to triple-modstick status. Sr. Staff better watch out because you're coming at 'em fast!

It's been a while, laC, how've you been lately, man?

I'm sure tentram is out there lurking around with some morphine up his ass, where you at, roo-fucker? I miss that gorgeous smile ;)

How's everyone else been faring around here lately?

C2theleft, its been so long? What's up man? I'm feeling good, wbu?
 
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Now up to 5mgs of Xanax, an even better strained smoked than I smoked earlier tonight. Drinking a lager too to kick those bars in;) My best dude gave me another 1mg of xanax to make me feel better, I fuckin love that dude, nigga name Brett haha. He's gonna make an account on BL soon. He's also looking out on a half g of that fire tree for tmrrw. His name on here is gonna be BrettTourette.

Good to hear we're in the same boat laCske, I'm pretty high right now. I keep trying to stop myself from selling my brand new designer watch for dope and extra cash.
 
Now up to 5mgs of Xanax, an even better strained smoked than I smoked earlier tonight. Drinking a lager too to kick those bars in;) My best dude gave me another 1mg of xanax to make me feel better, I fuckin love that dude, nigga name Brett haha. He's gonna make an account on BL soon. He's also looking out on a half g of that fire tree for tmrrw. His name on here is gonna be BrettTourette.

Good to hear we're in the same boat laCske, I'm pretty high right now. I keep trying to stop myself from selling my brand new designer watch for dope and extra cash.

I'm thinking of scoring but I haven't bought anything on the streets for like 5-6 years. Haven't yet decided if it's worth the risk/hassle. I want some heroin badly but...

...I guess I just don't know.

Yeah, the hospital staff did say it was the aspirin which was causing the damage. I just like to add codeine because no one would comprehend why I was taking loads of aspirin without a deathwish.

I read that aspirin ones are easier to CWE because aspirin is less soluble in water than paracetamol, plus I am very wary of paracetamol, I thought paracetamol would cause more harm (I used to take high doses semi-regularly and want to stay away if possible). Why do you say paracetamol ones would work better?

Does codeine also damage organs in lower doses (~200mg)? Because I feel if it wasn't the codeine's fault then I shouldn't need to stay away, should I? I found it a very positive addition to my life and would be quite sad if I had to give it up :(

Thank you Toz, from the posts I read you seem like a genuinely nice person with great and honest advice for everyone.

Yes, having drugs at home pretty much ends in taking them, I shouldn't have bought that much codeine really. At least I finished my stash :\
I am not doing anything at the moment apart from lying in bed and if I can be bothered, dragging myself out to get some food, and I have come to my senses a bit so am taking a break from everything except cigarettes for as long as it takes me to feel healthy and normal again. Nothing is worth suffering irreversible damage really. (nsaid overdoses really do suck, I don't reccommend)
I might go to a pharmacy and ask whether they have something similar to help for aspirin, thanks.

I have learnt my lesson and will be very careful in the future. My only excuse is that I was feeling very depressed again and just wanted a relief from that. But since I in no way intended to harm myself it was a very stupid senseless excuse. I honestly don't really know what I was thinking..

Good luck to you too, I hope you will feel better in the near future.

(Hope I didn't miss anything in the <snip> ...)



EDIT: How could I tell if I got a stomach ulcer or something? I still have stomach pains. I'm thinking of going to a walk-in-centre tomorrow to have them check me.

Codeine does not harm you physically in these low dosages, however all nsaids like aspirin/paracetamol will be harmful when taken in riddiculous amounts. See to it that the CWE is done properly, and this will not happen. However doing drugs because of being depressed will only result in more depression and eventually addiction too. Of this I am sure.

However I guess that won't stop neither me nor you from doing them.
 
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Anyone seen the movie flight?

Feelin like denzel himself after his line of coke. Fuck yeah dexedrine is good after a break and ALCAR + shit load of magnesium at night. I'm feelin alriiiiight%)
 
Going to the doctor soon to see about getting back on xanax, wish me luck! I've been cycled through everything non-benzo for sleep and axiety for 10 damn years and I am pretty sick of it. I was on 'em after my first concussion for awhile (at 14 years old).

Going to see if I can manage some tramadol or narcos too, shouldn't be an issue considering I split my damn skull open a decade ago and still have pains there. Going to have a CT scan done too just to make sure I don't have a tumor or anything.

I really hope this doctor isn't a prick, its <snip> just to walk in the door...-_-. I need health insurance bad.

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Buying a grinder was one of the best investments I made this year. Love me some kief, just smoked two bowls worth.

Going to enjoy this stone and pass out in an hour or so :). 400mg of gabapentin going down the hatch, hopefully that helps with the sleep.
 
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I wouldn't recommend Xanax for sleeping if that's what you really want them for. They lose their ability to put you to sleep within a week, and then you're left staggering doses and with an addiction to the worst benzo out there. They also induce a lot of memory problems if used for 9 weeks or longer - more so than any other benzo. I would suggest zolpidem/zopiclone if its really insomnia. If you're looking for an anxiety killer and sleeper, then it's good old diazepam which will also relax your muscles regarding your head injury.
 
Don't worry man I've been around xanax for years, been on everything else too including z-drugs.

I fully respect what it is, it'd be for when I need it once or twice a week. I'd most likely stockpile the stuff if I was given regular 30 day prescriptions.

I just want my own because sometimes I need a short acting benzo, and it seems when I need it the most there is none to be found through my connections. Sick of depending on others for it. Valium would be fine too, I can work with it just hate the long duration.

Same thing with the pain killers, I don't desire or need a habit just a safety net for when pain levels spike. :)

If I want to get high these days I smoke some weed. I love to nod out in lala land, don't get me wrong. I'm just a little wiser and know its something I can't do too often. Visit is more about sorting through some things and getting the old brain checked out anyway.
 
What up everyone, anyone want to join me on aim?
I feel sooo good on cloud nine. Just woke up and had breakfast of champions

.5mg bupre, 90mg vyvanse, 10mg valium, marijuana, ciggs, and tagamet to potentiate :)
 
my big bad shipment of triazolam and opana are here.

i'm a little bit too excited.

but for fucks sake i was going to quit. i went to na last night and had hopes.

something always pops up that fucking makes me want to use.

now i have two of the rarest drugs staring my in the face saying "eat me! eat me!"
 
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I'm so fucking jealous synth.I'm really high, want to chat on aim buddy?
 
my big bad shipment of triazolam and opana are here.

i'm a little bit too excited.

but for fucks sake i was going to quit. i went to na last night and had hopes.

something always pops up that fucking makes me want to use.

now i have two of the rarest drugs staring my in the face saying "eat me! eat me!"
Nice selection!

Glad to hear you made it to N.A, although as I well know, attending the meetings are only part of the solution, my Paranoia and Anxiety have lead to me missing the meetings for quite some time even though I was due to pick up my '30 Day clean' keyring earlier this week.
 
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