Mine is embarrassing but true. My wife weathered an opiate addiction for a few years. When the subutex I was taking blocked the opiates we thought life would be good. I then discovered meth and the first drug that I would hallucinate on. My wife showed immediate disdain for this drug and it is my opinion that she would keep me up at night masturbating or at least that's what I would perceive. I've been in therapy long enough to know not to point fingers but this is a forum where I need advice other than to check myself into the local third floor of the hospital. LOL. After a few months of accusing my wife is having a small vibrator that could be hidden anywhere, I found that my bed was vibrating. I told my therapist that I would not investigate the vibrating bed as I immediately went to this was away from my wife to cover up this menopausal constant need for masturbation. Considering were intimate a few times a day and I'm beyond generous, there's no need for this other than for pain or for an overwhelming sensitivity she may now have. I've asked about it over 150 times as this is been going on throughout the course of six months. As I felt my bed moving I told my therapist that I would not investigate because if she wants to hold onto the lie for that long then it would be up to her to remove them. At any rate months and months jumped by and I realize that it now feels like an electric current more than a vibration. What's bizarre is that weeks before today I could feel the electric current come in three sections. One of my feet and calves one of my midsection in one and what did I would consider to be my heart up to the top of my head. When I'm woken, it's only under my head. Leading me to believe that I have the worst luck or perhaps my bride of 10 years is hoping for some form of shaken baby syndrome at 39 years old. The thing that frightens me and the reason why I'm posting is because I'm curious if constant pulses could actually be set to your body. There have been four times now where I've been out in public and felt the exact same sensation from my feet to my midsection to my head or starting in any order. This is frightening and my therapist has concluded that my drug use based on clean time now and my sanity are intact, I'm not causing this nor has my partying. I can't find any info on is it possible for your body to be set to an electrical current that you could feel the pulse elsewhere away from its origin. Besides the mockery I'm going to receive from this I would love to receive some educated answers on if this is even plausible or if I need to to be in a padded room with a helmet on. I'm seriously trying to save my marriage with four children involved and a wife that is as cold as ice to the point where I've been slapped over bringing up this topic. I don't know if her nasty reactions are based on how crazy it sounds or if it's guilty conscience. I just know she's never acted in this way before and her reactions alone have prompted me to start the divorce process