ohshea
Bluelighter
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- May 23, 2012
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Bluehues- obviously some of your post was referring to parts of what i said. Yes there are all sorts of middlemen, but where ive come from, most of them are shady. And readily admit they rely on others to support their habit. I have been a broke junkie myself back in 2009, sleeping in shelters or the all night bus routes, and once even in a sleeping bag and cardboard in the flower district of downtown la. I know what its like to be a broke junkie, and middlemanning supported my habit for sevral months. Its not hard to make connects, you just have to have the balls to go to the homeless or druggy districts and network. I met my current dealer of 2 1/2 years at a swap meet in southcentral.
After middlemanning and being tired of homeless, i tried to ween myself down to only using twice a day, once in the am and once in the pm, instead of five times a day. You do not need to be independently wealthy to maintain a dope habit. I get paid daily (im an escort, and you make much more money when you clean yourself up than look like an obvious junkie, and when i cut back my appearance improved drastically) so i get paid about three times a week, or whenever i want to work. Its usually boring crap like dressing up and going to bars or dinner parties. Th isnt illegal, you can apply for an escort license in the state of CA if you have no prior prostitution charges, its the same as a business license. Well now i am methadone in the morning so i only do a shot at night. My point is, ive been a broke middleman junkie and have moved up to being a self supporting heroin user, also able to pay my bills, rent, car ins, phone, groceries, etc. I have been a down in the dumps broke dope sick junkie to becoming a functioning addict in about a year and a half. The cravings come frequently, but usually ,5-1mg of xanax will curb them.
And like i said i know A LOT of peoples whos current purpose in life is to hoard dealers numbers and wait on people to call them, because they have no other way to support their habit. Now if you have a FRIEND who can get fire and you call him up, yea i guess thats technically middlemanning but i see it more as a buddy hookin you up.
Now bluehues you barely know me and i barely now you, but im def no noob and im sure you arent either so i dont see where you get off calling me one. Like i said, the middlemen i know could not give a FUCK about going to jail, all thats on their mind is what theyre getting out of the situation and how soon theyll be well. Most middleman are in the game to peel and steal from you, why do you think the title of this thread is tips and tricks dealing with middlemen? Because theyre shady.
I dont know if you were pointing at me thinking i think heroin is a party drug and im immune from addiction, saying some people from BL think this, but if you think that far from the truth. Ive been arrested several times (not proud at all, but did complete court ordered programs) and have been in the depths of addiction, i know what its like, so instead of acting superior, why not just read other peoples stories and accounts with middleman, and know that its their own point of view, instead of trying to say theyre naive because theyre not a super junkie.
Ive read your post here and respect what you say, you have obviously been around and i think you add valuable input, but it seemed much of your post was directed at my previous post. If not, i apologize, but it seemed to be.
After middlemanning and being tired of homeless, i tried to ween myself down to only using twice a day, once in the am and once in the pm, instead of five times a day. You do not need to be independently wealthy to maintain a dope habit. I get paid daily (im an escort, and you make much more money when you clean yourself up than look like an obvious junkie, and when i cut back my appearance improved drastically) so i get paid about three times a week, or whenever i want to work. Its usually boring crap like dressing up and going to bars or dinner parties. Th isnt illegal, you can apply for an escort license in the state of CA if you have no prior prostitution charges, its the same as a business license. Well now i am methadone in the morning so i only do a shot at night. My point is, ive been a broke middleman junkie and have moved up to being a self supporting heroin user, also able to pay my bills, rent, car ins, phone, groceries, etc. I have been a down in the dumps broke dope sick junkie to becoming a functioning addict in about a year and a half. The cravings come frequently, but usually ,5-1mg of xanax will curb them.
And like i said i know A LOT of peoples whos current purpose in life is to hoard dealers numbers and wait on people to call them, because they have no other way to support their habit. Now if you have a FRIEND who can get fire and you call him up, yea i guess thats technically middlemanning but i see it more as a buddy hookin you up.
Now bluehues you barely know me and i barely now you, but im def no noob and im sure you arent either so i dont see where you get off calling me one. Like i said, the middlemen i know could not give a FUCK about going to jail, all thats on their mind is what theyre getting out of the situation and how soon theyll be well. Most middleman are in the game to peel and steal from you, why do you think the title of this thread is tips and tricks dealing with middlemen? Because theyre shady.
I dont know if you were pointing at me thinking i think heroin is a party drug and im immune from addiction, saying some people from BL think this, but if you think that far from the truth. Ive been arrested several times (not proud at all, but did complete court ordered programs) and have been in the depths of addiction, i know what its like, so instead of acting superior, why not just read other peoples stories and accounts with middleman, and know that its their own point of view, instead of trying to say theyre naive because theyre not a super junkie.
Ive read your post here and respect what you say, you have obviously been around and i think you add valuable input, but it seemed much of your post was directed at my previous post. If not, i apologize, but it seemed to be.
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