Remeron has been the ONLY effective anti-depressant I have ever taken. I know meds aren't going to solve my problems but they can keep me alive while I work on those problems. And believe me I'm doing my part.
I love the munchies side effect as I quit smoking pot. And finally sleep without needing a blunt and a six pack! Much cheaper and healthier, albeit less fun. Also I notice that music sounds better. The pill really reminds me of a mix between weed and xanax. Quite nice stimulating and sedating. But this is only during the day. At night I have very vivid dreams that are always hell.
Example: I remember having a dream where someone left a nail for me to step on as a prank. I vividly remember feeling extreme pain. I was in the psych ward later in the dream and pretended to accept his apologies. But I grabbed a pen and waited for the right moment to stab him in the throat.
Example 2: Last night I had a dream that I had to beat up about 15 people. They agreed to take me on one on one as long as I didn't use any weapons. I broke people's necks, I slammed a guys arm in a door several times. I was even beating up kids (they were attacking me and it was a dream so chill out!).
Anyway so far so good but I would rather have a vivid dream about a night with a girl or snorting some blow or something. Well tonight I"m going to think about sniffing Roxies until I go to sleep and see if that helps.
Advice or suggestions appreciated.