Luckily i got long weekend this week it is 5days and ill gona do it ill let u know how it going and like i sad i will use MXE if i feel realy bad i drop my suboxone dose from 0.5mg to 0.1mg by Thursday then from friday happy time begin
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doesnt dxm block opiate receptors? maybe that's why it works. never tried it.
it might work great but those doses are pretty recreational. dxm is a drug where EVERYONE can see ya off ya face on something. i mean ya eyes go larger than than the would off half a gram of meth & ya stagger around like ya drunk & laugh at everything. might be ok if u dont have anything u need to do like work
I tried MXE 100mg-300mg while on suboxone and it take me to other planet and anesthesia was very good i didnt feel my body at all even at low dose like 30mg body is rubber, so i think it will remove all the pain but im not sure what will be in my head? Im not gona stay on MXE for long time, just 2days the bad ones then when i feel better i just cut MXE an start lowering valium or ill lower valium now to 5mg..
I also got Naltrexone but i think it doesnt help in my situation to speedup sub wd? because suboxone already contains Naloxone that is the same thing but not that powerful?
Ususally i wake up and i feel bad i feel cold all the time b4 i get my 0.5mg sub but NOT TODAY!
Yesturday last dose suboxone,
about 4pm it was 0.5mg, and at night i been doing mxe and valium, had a great time now wakeup with bit anxiety, no sigh of sub wd at all, i had cup of coffe and 5mg valium..
Now that anxiety coming down so feel better.. i think i can do it
And mxe with valium works different just a rubber body and warm feeling no disconnection from the body when close your eyes and listen to music.. Ones i been far far away on Mxe that i completely lost in time, i been travelling about 20h done 4times redose ~100mg each. That been dream of the dreams
i spend 20h with closed eyes lieng on the sofa listening to di.fm lounge and chill channels..
And ones i went cold turkey using naltrexone and i have only 1mg Xanax i been thinking that it swith me off and i fall a sleep while take naltrexone i was wrong, what an idiot i had very bad wds, i ride a bicycle on my sofa all night, and run to toilet every 2mins with horrible diarrhoea and stomach cramps! i dont know how i survive that night
. That was wds from codeine and as soon as sun goes up i run to local streets and found junkys there, when they see me i even cant stand normal, i been jumping from pain so they help me to get tripple dose of H, since then i get addicted to H for couple of month while waiting a que to the doctor in local clinic..
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Day1 Start
Ill go to shop soon get lot of juice and fruits.. Another bad thing that i have planty of subs left in my capboard
i need to put tripple lock on it and drop a key to the local river
4.48pm Anxiety continue valium helps much runny nose a bit, cats eyes im walking around my room cant sit on one place for long.. small dose of mxe 20-30mg on top nothing to lose anyway..
5.03pm Mxe 35mg snorted will see if it makes changes as boring to walk around my sofa with cats eyes and listn house music..
5.21pm Mxe heating up im start walking slower around my sofa waiting fo rubber body..
5.28pm Half of wd symptoms gone feeling much better..
5.34pm all symptoms gone i feel amazing only runny nose left no pain so it works
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5.40pm im dancing in my room with happy mood and runny nose...
5.46pm runny nose stopped just feel great ...
I have enough mxe to stay on it 4-5days and valium to sleep then i cut mxe and taper valium...
6.47pm i start yawn often but i feel great and dancing snorted extra 25mg mxe
7.16pm all fine i dont feel any wd symptoms
9.07pm im thinking to go to local club i cant stop dance
9.47pm had a shover feeling like im normal human no changes visuals no wd symptoms.. going to shop when my head dry.
9.57pm going to local china takeaway get sup and sweet sour chicken, not dancing anymore, but as soon as i hear music its all start again
10.22pm while walk home from shop i yawn every minute and watered eyes, but inside clear mind and no pain at all.. As i know MXE magic finish only after u have good sleep..
i feel good no visuals just rubber body thats it..
10.45pm start to fill some dicomfort try to watch a movie but cant lie on the sofa so i decide to add 10mg mxe and after movie 5mg valium expecting to fall a sleep @2am
11.16pm 10mg removed all discomfort and im torally fine watching movie and gona enjoy dinner..
Valium make a Huge differance when i use MXE on its own it throw me to other planet, if use with, no other planets and no pain ...
3l slobber spit in toilet today
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Day2 start early:
went to bed 1.56am 4.49am wakeup feel absolutely normal if this condition where im now called suboxone WDS, i can say that all that story only to scare ppl, or ppl giveup on first day coz they scare themself with memory of last wds, like me 1.5year been scared to stop if i feel mild wd, im already start remember that story about my naltrexonone experience and 1 mg xanax and running to my cupboard to get my daily sub dose..
I dont know what to do @5am but in this condition when im now i can easily go to work all function normal. I dropped on top 5mg valium maybe ill get a bit sleep out of it...
Who knows maybe ill cut mxe today ill keep u updated.. And when i sleep 2h40min i seen erotic dreams instead of scary like u see on H wds
5.10am i only now realise I done a mistake that i dropped that 5mg Valium, now the door to other planet from MXE is close
5.28am i feel warm sleepy again, but i will surf the net for some time i still got 3days off work so it is doesn't matter what time i go for a sleep and i live alone in a flat so nobody can push me or say anything.
5.44am checked my pupils in a mirror, looks like they work like they should, they not big that was yesterday and they react on light normally. Pinched myself YES i feel the pain now, but i dont feel any wd symptoms at all! i forgot to state b4 bed, i went to toilet and stool was normal, no diarrhoea or stomach pain..
6.48am another 5mg valium dropped i want to fall a sleep i need more then 3h i still feel no wd symptoms, no pain or anything i feel good, i got one beer and enjoying it now..
7.30am had a shower very helpfull, but after that i start feel discomfort in my legs, i decide to fix it with 7mg mxe
7.45am mxe start working symptoms going down..
8.35am i feel fresh all pain gone but i start sneeze ones in 30min
9.00am i feel good no visuals just rubber body thats it gona go to shop soon new day begin
9.15am i decide to make a good breakfast two eggs, cup of coffee cheese and salami on toast, no wd symptomps at all and i feel like i just wakeup.. I forgot when i last time make a breakfast, usually i wakeup drink cup of coffe and snort my 0.5 dose of suboxone NOT THIS TIME
10.45am i watching serials all fine but i feel sleepy i think gona fall a sleep soon again..
11.45am i feel sleepy but cant fall a sleep just watching movies wanna go out i need fruits bananas,apples,oranges, and 5l of juice apple cherry
12.00pm i fall a sleep in deep sleep without any dream just blak hole..
4.05pm i wake coz im forgot to switch off my alarms on the phone, a bit sweat no discomfort no pain feel, not cold or hot feel fine, gona go take shower then will see what to do.
4.25pm i sleep 6h.40min in total on first day i think it is a good results, after shower no wd symptoms just feel normal and my mind dont want that dose sub any-more.
4.30pm Pinched myself i feel the pain, checked my eyes in a mirror and they are impressed me i see pupils they work normally
it pleases me and give positive attitude, i can see exit it is not far from me..
4.50pm i feel pain in my stomach, just ones so i decide to drop there 2mg loperamide
5.30pm i feel normal no pain or wd symptoms looks like suboxone gone
, time to disconnect MXE
6.30pm feel perfect listening house tracks on youtube, been in a toilet stool is fine ill say perfect
, not like suboxone constipation!!
7.40pm Finally i did it, i went to local store got 4l juice, apples, oranges,bananas i feel a bit tired and sleepy after that walk but no discomfort or pain or wd symptoms..
8.25pm start feel a bit discomfort, in my legs and back, also sneeze 3-4times - night is coming u all know what that mean low dose of MXE say 5mg will fix all this easy
8.40pm gona ring my mate, bankholiday today, all clubs in town blowingup, maybe go there have some good time, as i tired to sit at home.. Dance will give lot of dopamine wich is needed and it is good exercise, also u no need to drink alcohol, there as they sell juice and water everywhere..
8.50pm MXE done 7mg all pain coming down, searching local clubs where the house music playing tonight, as i dont interested in any other kind of dance music, house and trance will help a lot.
9.00pm i understood where was mistake i done too much MXE on my first day, low dose like 10mg remove all wd symptoms completely!!
9.15pm a bit anxiety, and yawning started i think it coz i didnt took my 5mg valium yet..
9.45pm pain gone, but anxiety not, i will take 5mg valium..
9.50pm i took 5mg valium with juice, and dancing in my room.. my mate let me down no clubs tonight, coz he have to sit with a baby..
10.05pm im learning how to dance salsa on youtube video
,all gone now pain anxiety all fine..
11.00pm thats 5mg valium make me very sleepy, but i dont wanna go for bed now, wanna watch some movies..
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Day 3 Start very early
1.50am i went to bed coz i feel tired of watching movies i fall a sleep.
3.45am wake up, start sneezing and some discomfort and pain on my back and legs, im immediately took 10mg mxe and ill hope it will go the same way like yesterday, i fall a sleep in the morning but will switch off all alarms on my phone this time, coz sleep is very important, more u sleep, more your body cleaning out of suboxone, and u recovering..
4.25am all pain gone i start yawning listen to house music and dance a bit..
Important thing if u feel cold feets puts warm socks on, if u feel warm feets takes them off..
My recommendation if u go to clinic don't listen to the doc if he told u to start 16mg suboxone ,
as soon as u start yawn and watered eyes, wait an hour and drop a small peace of sub, 0,5mg see if u get better in 1h~1.30, if yes, drop another 0.5mg and wait 2h do that till u feel normal, then after when u get to stable dose, be on it till all sweat goes off while u sleep, then every 3days go down to 0.5mg, on the end u get clear with no addiction to subs and all detox takes 10-15days.. But u loose a sleep few weeks, low dose valium will cover that.. Believe me better to loose a sleep for a few weeks, then get addicted for years on suboxone!!
Warning With MXE if u go higher then 150mg it will throw u far away from home, and u can forget about breathing and it will unwind u, it will be very scary, if got low nervous, can result in suicide or death, so if u got no experience with dissociative, dont do more then 100mg!!!!! Thats why in surgery they put on u breathing mask, if they use general anesthesia.
I CANT BELIEVE IT WORKS TIME TO OPEN MY OWN CLINIC
i THINK IT WILL WORK THE SAME WAY WITH RAPID NALTREXONE HOME DETOX!!
Fruits and juice today only..
Add to ur player this radio it will never stop
http://u11aw.di.fm:80/di_house?b17f83486013c792
OPIATES IS VERY DANGEROUS, THERE IS NO SAFE WAY TO USE THEM, ON THE END U GET ADDICTED ANYWAY, BETTER TO NOT START!!!
PLS NOTE: ALL THAT WILL GO BY LETTER TO MY LOCAL CLINIC WHEN I GET COMPLETELY CLEAN, AND MAYBE THEY OFFER ME A JOB THERE, WHO KNOWS?
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-NT