Dopeinphilly
Greenlighter
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- Jan 2, 2012
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Hey there!
So...this is kinda embarrassing BUT what the hell.... Here goes... So, I'm almost 40 years young, in shape and still feel young. My "issue" is sex... Or at least sex compared to when I use to use. When I was in my late teens to mid 20's I use to use meth. Back when meth was meth. You know, the one line that kept you up for days kind. Anyway, as soon as I used, BAMM! All I wanted to do was look at porn with my girlfriends. This would go on for days at a time. Porn, meth, telling twisted fantasies to each other, awesome sex that just lasted and lasted and.... My point is... It FREAKIN' rocked! Everything about it was INSANE! It opened myself and whoever I was with at the time up to a whole new enjoyable world of exploration! NOTHING has EVER come close to that physical and emotional feeling that I got from using meth and engaging in sexual activites. So... Fast forward 20 some years and here I am... Clean (meth disappeared from Philly) and bored to death with sex! Sure, it's ok.. I guess... But for the few minutes it lasts well... I guess my question is.. What's a fella to do that was exposed to the absolute BEST most INTENCE feeling in the world and then has to live with the same ol' same ol'!? I have tried other drugs to bring me back to that point but nothing, not even coke can compare. Is my fantasy fueled awesome sex days of long ago lost forever!? Anyone else experience what I am saying? Any help, suggestions would GREATLY be appreciated!
So...this is kinda embarrassing BUT what the hell.... Here goes... So, I'm almost 40 years young, in shape and still feel young. My "issue" is sex... Or at least sex compared to when I use to use. When I was in my late teens to mid 20's I use to use meth. Back when meth was meth. You know, the one line that kept you up for days kind. Anyway, as soon as I used, BAMM! All I wanted to do was look at porn with my girlfriends. This would go on for days at a time. Porn, meth, telling twisted fantasies to each other, awesome sex that just lasted and lasted and.... My point is... It FREAKIN' rocked! Everything about it was INSANE! It opened myself and whoever I was with at the time up to a whole new enjoyable world of exploration! NOTHING has EVER come close to that physical and emotional feeling that I got from using meth and engaging in sexual activites. So... Fast forward 20 some years and here I am... Clean (meth disappeared from Philly) and bored to death with sex! Sure, it's ok.. I guess... But for the few minutes it lasts well... I guess my question is.. What's a fella to do that was exposed to the absolute BEST most INTENCE feeling in the world and then has to live with the same ol' same ol'!? I have tried other drugs to bring me back to that point but nothing, not even coke can compare. Is my fantasy fueled awesome sex days of long ago lost forever!? Anyone else experience what I am saying? Any help, suggestions would GREATLY be appreciated!