I just registered to this website just to ensure you you'll be fine
And it is a very good decision of yours to never take drugs (especially DXM) anymore. Because the way I see it is this;
I personally find drugs very important, simply because it gives you different perspectives on life and therefore really broadens you horizon and fearing drugs without a reason is among the most foolish choices that society can make. The problem, however, is that drugs are so powerful that only a small part of the people can truly handle it without getting backstabbed by the dark side of drugs.
But if
you manage to quit (or control) it, and when I read your posts I think you can, then to me you'll belong to the very most strongest people in the world. You were open to something new, you were almost destroyed by it, but you hit back with sheer willpower and prevailed. Keep up the good work, and you will win a psychological battle that consumed even the strongest men.
I mean, you're stronger than Kurt Cobain and Amy Winehouse