Some general info about me for introduction (imo this would be a good idea for everyone to do):
27yo male, 184cm tall, 95kg weight.
I do have quite a lot of body fat but also a lot of muscles. I weight lift, benchpress etc. 2 times a week and have kickboxing 2 times a week, in the summer I cycle and swim a lot and generally I dare to say I am in very good condition. No body diseases, just occassional mental rage or depression due to excessive use of stims at some weeks. Resting heart rate 52-55, healthy BP etc.
Received .5g sample of this half a year ago. I said to myself I shouldn't try it as all drugs similar to MDPV are fucking actual demons in powder form. But since I ran out of any other stims yesterday, of course I tried it because I rarely have a day without some strong stim.
I had *very* low expectations because I hate MDPV due to it's unprecedented paranoia and crash. But this crap was worse for me than I would dare imagine. Before I go into details, keep in mind I am biased because my body and mind seems to handle pyrrolidines even worse than most others. I can do 1g of strong meth in night, or 2g of old mephedrone.. or even 2g of 4-FA and experience just minor anxiety/paranoia and slight body discomfort (it's mainly due to my high tolerance, not saying I'm superhuman who started from nowhere to grams in a night).
Well. So I sniffed 5mg at first for allergy test. 20minutes after 15mg. Surprisingly I immediately felt some effects, better concentration and very very discreet hints of euphoria. No sideeffects really at this point. 30minutes later snorted 20mg. This produced a strange yet pleasurable euphoria, different from amphetamines or cathinones but a good feeling nonetheless. The problem was it only lasted 5 or 10minutes, no exaggerating. After that I *immediately* became paranoid as FUCK, hearing people talking about me even though I was home alone lol. I had to move around my room all the fucking time, sitting nor laying were not options, was agitated in a very unpleasant way. After 40-50 minutes I started to feel quite normal so naturally I did the only thing possible when taking this kind of drug: I took more even though I knew I wouldn't like it. Snorted another 20mg, the same characteristics as previous line. And then another 20mg which was fortunately the last one because this last dose made my heart pound very hard, not really fast though - hr was about 100 but definitely hard and I found it a bit hard to breath. Basically felt like a generic light/mild stim overdose, had to take 1mg xanax to calm me down.
I didn't have full blown anxiety attack at any point of the experiment, but most the time I had an uncertain undescribable feeling that something bad will happen soon. Pessimistic mood really. I also wanted to talk to somebody but at the same time I loathed presence of other person so I stayed at home trying to chat, facebook etc. with people I know and like but I didn't enjoy doing anything else than walking around the room like madman.
I am definitely not saying that nobody can ejoys this stuff. I either have a bit unusual biochemistry that copes fine with most stims except pyrrolidines OR I could just receive ultra shitty batches. That's always an option that must be taken into consideration no matter how "reputable" our RC vendors are. Even the most trustworthy and fair vendor can occassionally send really crap batch, for whatever reason. But I would incline to say I wouldn't like even the purest MDPV or A-PVP. If you LOVE MDPV, you will probably like A-PVP as well because it's simply tonned down version of it IMO.
Bottomline for me is, if I was REALLY desperate, taking MDPV would make at least little sense because it has really powerful euphoria for a couple minutes. As long as you keep redosing it can be strongly empowering drug (when you crash from 20 redoses at once though with no downer on hand, it's one of the shittiest feelings in the world for sure). But this A-PVP? To me it seems to have 30% of the positive MDPV effects while retaining 80% of the bad ones.
