OhZvir
Bluelighter
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- Oct 28, 2010
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I've been indulging in RCs to take a break from reality every month or so, sometime taking longer breaks in between. Since Mephedrone and Methylone went away and got replaced with shitty half-ass serotonergics/dopaminergics I kind of gave up on the scene and decided to replenish my neurotransmitters.. But I've been always in a strange way attracted to stimulants, even though I have higherish blood pressure and issues with anxiety since birth. A thing that I should not be attracted to at all. Plus, dopamine releasing agents for me is a ticket to the dark side. And yet, sometimes I slip and lie to myself that it's going to be better, that I will feel great and it's going to be a real great time.. but every time in the end I am just lucky to come out well.
I pretty much do everything twice, heh. I had my second experience with A-PVP recently. Not much different from the first, except I had more time, better environment and I got the technique down. I felt negative about my first one but I wanted to catch the feeling again. . I thought to share my findings with the forums.
When A-PVP is taken inter-nasally, at least for me, I have lingering feeling of anxiety throughout the experience. If I bomb it then all I feel is anxiety, a shit ton of it. My heart just won't stop behaving like it's running a marathon. Even if I take 10-20 mg. Perhaps that's because my tolerance to anything but coffee is very low. The peripheral stimulation always has always been uncomfortable for me. Never tried shooting it (or anything) but when I found out that it has a low boiling point I thought why the hell not to try vaporizing it? I wasn't practically familiar with "smoking" stimulants personally but I always knew deep inside that it's a bad mojo. I regret going that route. A-PVP could be very much like crack, less intense plus all the bad that accompanies the use. (I have never done free base version of cocaine but I read and heard plenty about it, it just seems like a natural comparison to make).
I am not going to describe how to vaporize A-PVP, because I don't want any one to get a wrong idea and use it as instruction.
It all comes to inhaling, exhaling and then bam.
Instant gratification, feeling like everything is great in the world, tingling allover body, numb sensation. Effect is so powerful that I can't feel anxiety.. The downside: the comedown starts in 10-15 minutes.. So, you gotta do more.. and more. Because coming down from this is pretty painful you start tricking yourself in doing more in order to delay it. And then you realize that you spent all this time, not accomplishing a single thing in the end feeling like shit having nothing but emptiness and guilt. Yes, that ringing, intense euphoria were there but so elusive.. It's better to forget that feeling than trying to bring it back as a memory. When I think about this and close my eyes all I see are brown puddles and raising fumes, numbness, darkness.
A-PVP is so short acting you basically sit there feeling high and the void, then you start feeling heart beat getting faster, jitters start creeping in, your mind starts rushing in an organized paranoiac way, the comedown is coming. In this 10 minute time frame there's simply no time to enjoy anything. It is possible to just keep vaporizing to never start feeling the shitty part until the very end but it's difficult to balance the dose and the longer you carry on the worse it will get in the end. There's simply no balance. One hit, instant craving, very hard to find a way back. What I really hate about moreish stimulants is that they bring the worst out in me.
It took me five years of trying pretty much everything there's and I was VERY lucky to come out as a stronger person in the end, maybe slightly more broke, maybe slightly more paranoid but I have no regrets for the most part. . I did develop a strong respect for psychedelics but moderate alcohol and moderate weed is all there should be. My experience with A-PVP just supports this more. It is a powerful stimulant that could very easily be abused, regardless of the ROA.
A-PVP is already becoming popular on the streets. Coke is being cut with it. It's cheap, too. Do yourself a great favor and just stay away from it. Not worth it in end. Taking a week long break from weed and lighting up a joint is a much more satisfying quality experience.
Any of you curious cats who just opened the Pandora's Box, please be careful. If you are like me, who have to learn the hard way and find everything out from personal experience to make some conclusions, I would advise to have only a little bit for the night and wash down the drain the rest. Things come in grams these days but you know that with a thing so addicting and moreish (when vaporized, we are talking crack-moreish here) you just can't set the rest aside because you will end up using more. If you dug out a deep hole before the binge to bury the rest for a later day you might find yourself digging for that bag at 3 o'clock in the morning. This is metaphorical of course. So, just toss the rest, it's a waste of money but you will be glad in the end. Also RIGHT AFTER the binge destroy all gear, wipe everything with bleach. Enough said. Or better just not do it as some experiences are never to be experienced.
Be safe and stay away from A-PVP and please, don't abuse any stimulants. Most people don't know how to handle such things, or just think that they know, lack of willpower and reason will inevitably lead to all kinds of troubles. Stimulant abuse is a war between rational, reasonable self-conscious mind and animalistic, hungry animal within. In the end there could be only one winner.
P.S. I blame the U.S. government and War on Drugs for market flooded with shitty RCs, ghettos full of crack and heroin because they are so addicting and cheap, easy to transport and easy to conceal, I also blame the U.S. government for having head shops flooded with dangerous synthetic weed.. The more they try the worse it gets.
I pretty much do everything twice, heh. I had my second experience with A-PVP recently. Not much different from the first, except I had more time, better environment and I got the technique down. I felt negative about my first one but I wanted to catch the feeling again. . I thought to share my findings with the forums.
When A-PVP is taken inter-nasally, at least for me, I have lingering feeling of anxiety throughout the experience. If I bomb it then all I feel is anxiety, a shit ton of it. My heart just won't stop behaving like it's running a marathon. Even if I take 10-20 mg. Perhaps that's because my tolerance to anything but coffee is very low. The peripheral stimulation always has always been uncomfortable for me. Never tried shooting it (or anything) but when I found out that it has a low boiling point I thought why the hell not to try vaporizing it? I wasn't practically familiar with "smoking" stimulants personally but I always knew deep inside that it's a bad mojo. I regret going that route. A-PVP could be very much like crack, less intense plus all the bad that accompanies the use. (I have never done free base version of cocaine but I read and heard plenty about it, it just seems like a natural comparison to make).
I am not going to describe how to vaporize A-PVP, because I don't want any one to get a wrong idea and use it as instruction.
It all comes to inhaling, exhaling and then bam.
Instant gratification, feeling like everything is great in the world, tingling allover body, numb sensation. Effect is so powerful that I can't feel anxiety.. The downside: the comedown starts in 10-15 minutes.. So, you gotta do more.. and more. Because coming down from this is pretty painful you start tricking yourself in doing more in order to delay it. And then you realize that you spent all this time, not accomplishing a single thing in the end feeling like shit having nothing but emptiness and guilt. Yes, that ringing, intense euphoria were there but so elusive.. It's better to forget that feeling than trying to bring it back as a memory. When I think about this and close my eyes all I see are brown puddles and raising fumes, numbness, darkness.
A-PVP is so short acting you basically sit there feeling high and the void, then you start feeling heart beat getting faster, jitters start creeping in, your mind starts rushing in an organized paranoiac way, the comedown is coming. In this 10 minute time frame there's simply no time to enjoy anything. It is possible to just keep vaporizing to never start feeling the shitty part until the very end but it's difficult to balance the dose and the longer you carry on the worse it will get in the end. There's simply no balance. One hit, instant craving, very hard to find a way back. What I really hate about moreish stimulants is that they bring the worst out in me.
It took me five years of trying pretty much everything there's and I was VERY lucky to come out as a stronger person in the end, maybe slightly more broke, maybe slightly more paranoid but I have no regrets for the most part. . I did develop a strong respect for psychedelics but moderate alcohol and moderate weed is all there should be. My experience with A-PVP just supports this more. It is a powerful stimulant that could very easily be abused, regardless of the ROA.
A-PVP is already becoming popular on the streets. Coke is being cut with it. It's cheap, too. Do yourself a great favor and just stay away from it. Not worth it in end. Taking a week long break from weed and lighting up a joint is a much more satisfying quality experience.
Any of you curious cats who just opened the Pandora's Box, please be careful. If you are like me, who have to learn the hard way and find everything out from personal experience to make some conclusions, I would advise to have only a little bit for the night and wash down the drain the rest. Things come in grams these days but you know that with a thing so addicting and moreish (when vaporized, we are talking crack-moreish here) you just can't set the rest aside because you will end up using more. If you dug out a deep hole before the binge to bury the rest for a later day you might find yourself digging for that bag at 3 o'clock in the morning. This is metaphorical of course. So, just toss the rest, it's a waste of money but you will be glad in the end. Also RIGHT AFTER the binge destroy all gear, wipe everything with bleach. Enough said. Or better just not do it as some experiences are never to be experienced.
Be safe and stay away from A-PVP and please, don't abuse any stimulants. Most people don't know how to handle such things, or just think that they know, lack of willpower and reason will inevitably lead to all kinds of troubles. Stimulant abuse is a war between rational, reasonable self-conscious mind and animalistic, hungry animal within. In the end there could be only one winner.
P.S. I blame the U.S. government and War on Drugs for market flooded with shitty RCs, ghettos full of crack and heroin because they are so addicting and cheap, easy to transport and easy to conceal, I also blame the U.S. government for having head shops flooded with dangerous synthetic weed.. The more they try the worse it gets.
