Okay so last earlly August of 2010, I was smoking Spice since I couldnt get any bud in my area, and me being a kid I was bored of course. I think the brand was something like Triple X or Triple XXX, Blueberry flavour, and it was kinda weird but so similar to bud. I was smoking one day in my bathroom, put a little bit of cig tobacco in the bowl to "spice" things up a bit(ha), and come 20 minutes later(and guess what, people have said and i have noticed this, unlike cannabis which hits you almost full force instantly, jwh's and shit take a while to hit you especially with the peak of the high), my heart started beating REALLY hard for no reason, so I sat down in my lazboy and got some water, and tried to calm down, because I might have gotten too high before and gotten really paranoid but I knew it would pass eventually, although it was super uncomfortable. But this was different, and this was so fucking scary. I felt really faint, I felt like i was going to fucking D-I-E, I got up and walked as fast as I could to my parents room, woke up my father and told him what happened, of course they didnt take me seriously and just told me to sit down and chill out, thinking it was an hallucinogen lol....and I was having a bad trip....but I knew this was an RC, and it definately felt like a heart attack or something, I dont know. My heart was beating SO hard, it felt like it was going to pop through my rib cage, it hurt. It felt like there were little holes in it, and like it was bleeding. It was beating sooo fast and possibly irregularly at points. I told them to call the ambulance of course, but they never did. so after like hours and hours, probably 4 AT LEAST, maybe 6 or so, but when my heart finally kinda chilled down a bit for one, and it was probably kinda sudden, probably like the jwh/spice wore off....but my heart was sore/hurting. But yeah I went back to my room, tried to sleep, couldnt for a few more hours.....and then my heart was sore for 3 or so days after.
I now have panic attacks and anxiety, and I especially cant smoke practically ANY amount of cannabis anymore, because Ill freak the fuck out, which makes me think I have PTSD, like, revisiting/flashbacking to the heart attack/od night, you know? It fucking sucks.
I feel like I might just be scared, that I damaged my heart, or something.
They were so bad, I got prescribed xanax, but of course I abused them, but I have touched a single pill in 2-3 weeks at least.
I quit smoking cigs, I still do them once in a while, a day or two binge, but then will quite for a couple weeks or so ha.
BUT the thing is, I started shrooming after this, and never had a panic attack on that, except maybe twice out of the 10 or so times, but the one for sure time it was probably because I took waaayyyy too much lol like 4+ grams of some good shit, and I never tripped out the whole time, maybe at the most half or a quarter of the trip, but yeah its weird because shrooms you actually trip but with bud you dont....i guess it was in my mind, and like I said possible PTSD with the one night....
And I have been good with K unless a few times there were kinda high doses, but I havent felt like freaking out until recentally when I got cut off the xanax, but I had been taking shitsloads every couple of weeks lol which is why I quit....
someone please help me out, what happened? I had been smoking chronic bud for a couple years quite frequently, and after it went dry and I got the spice, I had smoked it like at least 10-20 times or something before this happened. It was the fattest bowl of spice I had, but it was from the same bottle as always and it couldnt have been more than half a gram or even a gram TOPS! and I know the tobacco wasnt a good idea but it wasnt that much, and it shouldve wore off pretty quick right, no longer then 10 minutes??
So what the hell! someone please tell me what couldve went wrong with my body and everything....I couldnt find anything on the net about a similar problem.