I've done cocaine about 20 times in total. From what I've read and heard it's supposed to produce intense euphoria. When I do it with all my friends they always end up high as hell and I never do for some reason, even the first time I did it I didn't feel very euphoric.
If I were to compare the feeling I get from cocaine it would be a low methylphenidate dose, sometimes even less. I don't understand why I never feel that intense euphoria people talk about.
I have one theory as to why I possibly don't get the desired effects. I've always been slightly paranoid when it comes to stimulant use as I'm always afraid of overdosing. When I pick up a half gram I usually bust out a small line and rail it to test the effects/potency of the batch. From then on I usually just take small lines every 10-15 minutes. Is it possible that I'm just not taking enough to feel the effects? I know it's good coke as all my friends get high as hell but then again they do take more then I do. I'm going to be picking up a half gram tomorrow and try taking more then I usually do.
What do you guys think? Should I be taking more then I am to feel the desired effects or is coke really just not that euphoric? I used to do MDMA quite a bit and the euphoria from that just knocks me on my ass and is unbelievable. Maybe I'm just expecting too much?
Thanks in advanced for the reply's.