Ativan huh, lol here we go again...I can tell you from personal experience that taking too much of them for rec purposes can fuck you up piety bad man. Here are just a few symptoms from takin too many; amnesia, extremely slurred speech, impaired motor skills (like not putting your limbs out to stop you from falling, not to mention walking like a fucking zombie), hallucination yes I said hallucination.
With no benzo tolerance at the time I took 8 mg of those ail within 15min. Now back in the year when I did that I could snort zanny bars and still work n shit. So I wasn't new to benzos by any means, anyways after taking all of em the following went down. It started by forgetting wtf I am doing right in the middle off the task. Then as I was rollin around in this building (big warehouse type setting) the rafters on the ceiling (like you'd also see in a gym) were fuckin wavy. Exactly how trees n shit bend n sway on shrooms, just like that and this immediately caught my eye. Man that shit was flowing like the ocean, but that only lasted for roughly 2 hours.
Anyways the shitty thing about the problems with walking and talking is that you won't really notice them you will be walking all swaggerific lmao. So if your venturing into public have a chaperone and let them drive.
All in all I wouldn't recommend doing it, if you want to go the rec route with benzo s them just go get some fucking xanax or at least klonopin.
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