LandsUnknown
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They're real. I've known some people who were into the occult like this, but I've never really been a satanist. Although, I'll admit that once when I was pretty broke and bummed about some things with my career I did some chants in my bedroom closet (a room that is completely pitch black, no light comes in whatsoever with the door shut) to sell my soul to the devil (I reversed the deal with prayer though).
As soon as I did this, I started laughing like a lunatic and tipping my head back..... as though I was tripping balls on shrooms. Literally exactly like that laugh.... and I was sober. It was just involuntary. I don't see how this would be possible if there weren't something to it. That laugh just doesn't occur while sober, ever. There's just no way that could be "placebo" as far as I know. Thing is...... it did something, and my body physically changed as a result temporarily to the point where I was nearly invincible. I had an incredible amount of energy and I was capable of things that normal humans aren't. I was simply on a totally different wavelength. I felt invincible sort of, and I also found that I was able to drink much more alcohol than usual without even getting a hangover in the slightest...... and during my days I was exceptionally productive with my work and appeared utterly brilliant. However, I truly felt souless and rather sinister. Not angry even in the slightest or anything. In fact, I felt beyond anger because everyone and everything just felt beneath me. I just felt very machivellian and lacked any semblance of empathy for anyone or anything. I also didn't sleep normally, and the sleep that I had came completely without dreams which is completely different than usual for me. Also, this isn't something that couldn't be placebo.
Had I stuck with this "deal", I actually would have lived for centuries and become the wealthiest and most powerful man on the face of the Earth at some point in my 500 years on this planet. I would have been like a God among men, and I am certain that I would have lived for 500 years as "promised". Even my body was different. Like I said I drank 6 pints of almost 8 percent beer in around an hour or two and woke up with zero hangover. That just wouldn't be possible for a normal 180 pound human, so apparently I wasn't all human..... I was like Sam in that show Supernatural when he died and came back from hell with all those powers. I was just like that essentially.
However, I awoke on the second night of having sold my soul in an utter panic. And I began to debate this whole arrangement and wondered if I could back out of it. I read on the internet that it was possible to get one's soul back through prayer, which I did. I was horrified that I had to go through life as a souless, machivellian, self serving, and rather sinister person. So, I began praying to Jesus and repenting. I asked for my soul back repeatedly, and it was returned. It was the early hours of the morning when this happened, and when I went back to sleep...... for the first time, I actually dreamed! And my soul was back, clearly. The dreams were normal ones as well and even though I didn't feel as powerful, it felt much better to be able to no longer feel like a machivellian sociopath who just sought to trick and deceive others for financial and personal gain.
Here's the thing, being possessed didn't feel angry or violent. Nor did it feel like I had no control. I had full control over my actions. I simply had vast intelligence that was beyond how I was before, and I felt no empathy for others. I also had kind of a mocking and condescending quality that was unlike how I was previously. For instance, I found myself mocking CNN reporters and saying nasty things about them (when they seem quite poignant and insightful normally). Like I was sitting in my room watching the TV and I started talking to myself and mocking this female reporter for "being nothing more than a retarded slut" and then when I'd laugh at them it has this very deep and diabolical sound to it that it didn't normally and sounded rather sinister. If I was around people, I seemed totally normal though...... yet I was secretly just thinking of ways to connive and manipulate others.
Thankfully, the prayer worked...... and I got my soul back. I seriously discourage anyone else from doing that. Not just for yourself but for the fate of humanity at large. The demonic energies are nothing to fuck around with that's for sure. Thank God I was able to get it back though, but yes the devil is real.... selling your soul is real, satanism is real.... just don't fucking do it, speaking firsthand here. Fuck satan.
F.Y.I.----- I wasn't smoking meth or taking sheets of acid at the time or anything. In fact, I was completely sober during this entire experience other than the point second night when I got drunk and was able to handle vastly more alcohol than normal. So, this wasn't some drug induced delusion.... it was real. The whole thing scares the fuck out of me, but it was real and definitely not something anybody should fuck around with. My story proves that yes the devil is real and satanism is real, but it also proves that no human being should EVER consider following this path.
As soon as I did this, I started laughing like a lunatic and tipping my head back..... as though I was tripping balls on shrooms. Literally exactly like that laugh.... and I was sober. It was just involuntary. I don't see how this would be possible if there weren't something to it. That laugh just doesn't occur while sober, ever. There's just no way that could be "placebo" as far as I know. Thing is...... it did something, and my body physically changed as a result temporarily to the point where I was nearly invincible. I had an incredible amount of energy and I was capable of things that normal humans aren't. I was simply on a totally different wavelength. I felt invincible sort of, and I also found that I was able to drink much more alcohol than usual without even getting a hangover in the slightest...... and during my days I was exceptionally productive with my work and appeared utterly brilliant. However, I truly felt souless and rather sinister. Not angry even in the slightest or anything. In fact, I felt beyond anger because everyone and everything just felt beneath me. I just felt very machivellian and lacked any semblance of empathy for anyone or anything. I also didn't sleep normally, and the sleep that I had came completely without dreams which is completely different than usual for me. Also, this isn't something that couldn't be placebo.
Had I stuck with this "deal", I actually would have lived for centuries and become the wealthiest and most powerful man on the face of the Earth at some point in my 500 years on this planet. I would have been like a God among men, and I am certain that I would have lived for 500 years as "promised". Even my body was different. Like I said I drank 6 pints of almost 8 percent beer in around an hour or two and woke up with zero hangover. That just wouldn't be possible for a normal 180 pound human, so apparently I wasn't all human..... I was like Sam in that show Supernatural when he died and came back from hell with all those powers. I was just like that essentially.
However, I awoke on the second night of having sold my soul in an utter panic. And I began to debate this whole arrangement and wondered if I could back out of it. I read on the internet that it was possible to get one's soul back through prayer, which I did. I was horrified that I had to go through life as a souless, machivellian, self serving, and rather sinister person. So, I began praying to Jesus and repenting. I asked for my soul back repeatedly, and it was returned. It was the early hours of the morning when this happened, and when I went back to sleep...... for the first time, I actually dreamed! And my soul was back, clearly. The dreams were normal ones as well and even though I didn't feel as powerful, it felt much better to be able to no longer feel like a machivellian sociopath who just sought to trick and deceive others for financial and personal gain.
Here's the thing, being possessed didn't feel angry or violent. Nor did it feel like I had no control. I had full control over my actions. I simply had vast intelligence that was beyond how I was before, and I felt no empathy for others. I also had kind of a mocking and condescending quality that was unlike how I was previously. For instance, I found myself mocking CNN reporters and saying nasty things about them (when they seem quite poignant and insightful normally). Like I was sitting in my room watching the TV and I started talking to myself and mocking this female reporter for "being nothing more than a retarded slut" and then when I'd laugh at them it has this very deep and diabolical sound to it that it didn't normally and sounded rather sinister. If I was around people, I seemed totally normal though...... yet I was secretly just thinking of ways to connive and manipulate others.
Thankfully, the prayer worked...... and I got my soul back. I seriously discourage anyone else from doing that. Not just for yourself but for the fate of humanity at large. The demonic energies are nothing to fuck around with that's for sure. Thank God I was able to get it back though, but yes the devil is real.... selling your soul is real, satanism is real.... just don't fucking do it, speaking firsthand here. Fuck satan.
F.Y.I.----- I wasn't smoking meth or taking sheets of acid at the time or anything. In fact, I was completely sober during this entire experience other than the point second night when I got drunk and was able to handle vastly more alcohol than normal. So, this wasn't some drug induced delusion.... it was real. The whole thing scares the fuck out of me, but it was real and definitely not something anybody should fuck around with. My story proves that yes the devil is real and satanism is real, but it also proves that no human being should EVER consider following this path.
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