Three days ago i was prescribed citalopram as a temporary fix until my referral to a clinical psychologist goes through. He said it would treat my ocd, anxiety and depression.
The first day i took one at 11 am and around 12 i noticed i definitely had increased mood lift. I would describe it as euphoria. my jaw was clenching intensely (almost as bad as e, it was literally chattering). The second day i noticed slight increase but wasn't as intense as day one.
Then today, the third day, i took one as soon as i woke up (around 1pm) and ended up having an episode of depressive mania because i started getting angry at myself and eventually me and my girlfriend got in a huge fight and i started punching walls so i took another one (around 12 midnight).
It is now three hours later and my jaw muscles are clenching a ridiculous amount, it feels like my stomach is pressurized and there's stomach contents that feel like they need to come up - however i'm experiencing no nausea. Only way i can describe this feeling is it's very similar to when you're coming up intensely on e and while you don't necessarily feel sick - you can tell within the next 15 mins your going to puke. That's how i felt the first day and right now. However i don't think i will puke.. I just keep drinking water.
I'm also experiencing mild euphoria i have a definite relaxed feeling, i can sit in my computer chair in almost any position and feel comfortable. There's nothing i can think of that's bugging me. I just overall feel a high. more stronger than smoking weed.
Can you even GET HIGH off citalopram? Or is my brain just so low on serotonin that now that i'm starting to rebuild some i'm starting to get back my happy feelings?