I am perscribed 800mg daily of Seroquel IR, along with Cogentin 1mg to help with the dysphasia caused by the seroquel
I was previously on it, from march 09' til feb '10, but was switched when i flushed my meds down the toilet in a rage. Towards the end of that time, I noticed (couldnt really not notice) that when i took my seroquel at night, and went to bed, as soon as the lights were off, and the room was fairly dark, i would see demonic faces and scary things in general, like my brain was projecting my fears, on the ceiling. right around this time i was taken off, and forgot about it. Now that i am back on it, plus the cogentin, i get auditory hallucinations at night after my dose. The best way i could describe it is the auditory hallucinations experienced on Diphenhydramine and Dimenhydrinate. This is especially unnerving to me, as i have been in drug treatment many time (6+) for my addiction to Diph. When i took the pills to trip , i was prepared. but sitting at my computer doing homework, not so ready. I get scared, and paranoid that someone (or something) is behind me, and have to leave the room, usually to talk to my parents til it wore off. This is very scary, as i fear (no brain scan yet) from what doctors have said, i may have damaged my brain from excessive Diph trips (3-5 times a week) since january of 09, with some breaks in between binges. I started out doing 20-25 pills, and most recently before residential in march, upwards of 60-70 pills. IIRC these are very high doses according to the Erowid dose chart. The auditories are no longer nightly, but still around 4-5 times a week, and are actually getting worse. I don't know what to do, because my doc wont act on it due to the class of drug they are -->. I know both Seroquel and Cogentin are Anti-colinergic, as is benadryl, but i am damn near desprate for a solution to this problem. It is making me more paranoid (even when its not happening) and anxious.
Basically, if there is something i can do to stop this, please let me know!
edit: in the weeks before the most recent treatment stay (nov 5 to jan 3), i was droppin 120-180 pills a trip on top of a bottle or two of delsym.