mrmcdowell
Greenlighter
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- Jan 26, 2011
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I am struggling to find a clear answer as everyone seems to contradict everyone else.....
heres my story.
I only started toying with opiates a few months ago, mostly blues. I have loved them all along, and have never gotten beyond the point where 30mg wouldnt have me faded. I started citalopram 20mg (Only 1/2 once a day so far so 10mg each time) 2 days ago. Day 1 i did a 30 mg oxy, through a new method and shoulda been messed up. barely felt it. Today I did something i swore i never would, heroin, and i did enough so that i really shoulda been faded, barely anything. My buddy who is an experienced user did the exact same stuff, same amount, and has a MUCH higher tolerance and he said it was great. somehow i dont trust this above account that they go hand in hand. soooo....... if anyone who actually knows from experience could weigh in i'd appreciate that. I can also say that I did not have any suspicions of the opiates not working until after my experience today, so its not like i tricked myself out of the high or anything. So, am I just screwed and cant have anymore fun with opiates till i'm off the SSIR or should I maybe do it once a week or something so I have almost no tolerance at all and hopefully it will work?? I have a low tolerance as is so i really feel like today should have gone a lot better, but as I'm not addicted to anything yet (I've gone a couple days without a few times, twice by choice, with no withdrawals) I would be able to lower my usage and thus my tolerance. I'd rather do something once a week and love it than this bullshit where i dont really feel a thing.
heres my story.
I only started toying with opiates a few months ago, mostly blues. I have loved them all along, and have never gotten beyond the point where 30mg wouldnt have me faded. I started citalopram 20mg (Only 1/2 once a day so far so 10mg each time) 2 days ago. Day 1 i did a 30 mg oxy, through a new method and shoulda been messed up. barely felt it. Today I did something i swore i never would, heroin, and i did enough so that i really shoulda been faded, barely anything. My buddy who is an experienced user did the exact same stuff, same amount, and has a MUCH higher tolerance and he said it was great. somehow i dont trust this above account that they go hand in hand. soooo....... if anyone who actually knows from experience could weigh in i'd appreciate that. I can also say that I did not have any suspicions of the opiates not working until after my experience today, so its not like i tricked myself out of the high or anything. So, am I just screwed and cant have anymore fun with opiates till i'm off the SSIR or should I maybe do it once a week or something so I have almost no tolerance at all and hopefully it will work?? I have a low tolerance as is so i really feel like today should have gone a lot better, but as I'm not addicted to anything yet (I've gone a couple days without a few times, twice by choice, with no withdrawals) I would be able to lower my usage and thus my tolerance. I'd rather do something once a week and love it than this bullshit where i dont really feel a thing.