I Found a small notepad with something very interesting written inside, so I thought this would be an appropriate place to post it.
The words that I now write are not mine, nor are the experiences.
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"I ordered two 10mg samples of 25I-NBOMe HCL from a very reputible vendor. When the package arrived I opened it and found two small vials of what appeared to be a white powder substance (10mg is a very small amount), the vials were properly marked, and came with MSDS sheets. One vial was labled 10mg, and the second was labled 12mg.
At 3:30pm I took the first test tube (10mg) and added 2ml purified water to it, just enough to see if it was hydrophobic, I then began to flick the tube with my middle finger causing it to mix, and much to my surprise it was extremely water soluble, after mixing this amount I then added another 8ml purified water and mixed completely, for a final mixture of 10mg 25I / 10ml pruified H2o, and let it sit for another four hours before mixing again.
At 7:30 pm I mixed it up again, and then pulled 0.75ml (750mics) into an empty insulin style syringe without the needle, and insufullated into my right nostril at 7:45pm.
First effects were felt within 2 minutes (+1), within 20 mins I was at +4, within 45 mins I was beginning to feel disconected from reality, and did all I could to hang onto my sanity....1hr in, and I'm now scared, I have now removed myself to the bedroom, and begin to think whats my next move, and what could I have done differently, I'm really scared at this point, And start thinking, what, or who can help me, How damned stupid am I, I did'nt put together an exit stratagy, Its now beyond my control, the extremely high level of anxiety, the feeling of shortness of breath, I can't get enough air, I'm hot, I'm cold.... Oh God Help Me, What Have I Done!!!
My wife is at home with me, and comes into the bedroom from time to time to check on me, but I'm in over my head, to a point I've never been before, and spent the next 3 hours on my knees at the foot of my bed, Thinking I would be much better off if I could just go unconcience, please knock me out, before I lose my mind.
By 11:45pm I have found my way back to a +3 / +4 level (colors, shapes, very thoughtful insights ect) but was so emotionally and physically drained at this point, It wasn't even enjoyable, and was able to fall to sleep by 4:30am.
In conclusion, I don't know what more I could have done to dose this RC more correctly, this is the type of RC that may be dosed good at 749.999mics, but then 750mics is way too much, No wiggle room for error with this one, This one only requires one speck of dust too much, and It then becomes a "Widow Maker", a "Daddy Taker", a "Father Stealer". So unless your a lab tech with the proper equipment for accurately measuring, STAY AWAY FROM THIS RC!!!
I've done LSD, Shrooms..... And anything else imaginable other than heroine, I was diagnosed with stage 4 non-hodgekins lymphoma cancer, and given a life expectancy of less than 3 mnths to live, for which I under went 6 rounds of some of the most intense chemo therapy treatments known to man, and I lost every hair on my body within one week after my first treatment. I promise you, I have seen the darkside, but this RC TOOK ME TO, AND THROUGH MY DARKEST HOUR TO DATE!!! LUCIFER LIVES HERE, BEWARE, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!"