Welcome to BL JROC27! This sub-forum, Support, is mostly for technical problems, how to's, policy discussions, and the like related to the site as a whole. There is a sub-forum called The Dark Side that is oriented to drug recovery issues as well as support and resources for when life is heavy or hard. I'm going to send this thread over there. Best of luck on finding some affordable help with your situation.
Support---------------------------------> TDS