i feel like such an idiot..i used to be a big heroin addict.. and i stopped doing that and finally got down to an occasional suboxone when i have a craving.. but for some stupid reason i got some roxies tonight and decided to shoot them.. ive done this plenty of times i never thought i would mess up and break a tip in my arm
what happened was i had 3 pills mixed up with alot of water as to not clog the needle. i did 2 shots. and on the 3rd one i couldnt hit the vein. its just been a long time i suppose and i could not find the vein at all.. and as i was fishin around for it it cracked off and got lost in my arm. i shot it right on the inside of my elbow. and its gone.. i need advise . lets just say a hospital is absolutely not an option. ill lose everything if my parents find out im using again. beleive me ive learned my lesson im NEVER shooting anything ever again..
but what should i do?? i sterilized some razor blades and cut a little portion of my existing scar to see if it would pop up but i found nothing.. im almost certain it isnt inside a vein cuz i was having trouble getting in. but i need to know if its likely that it will eventually go in and maybe travel somewhere else??? or if maybe my body will push it out like a splinter.. please help im afraid im going to die or something
i need ALL options before i go to a hospital i dont care how crazy they are please help me