I'm looking for some help.
I took mdma for the first time on friday night (probably just under 400mg..too much, big mistake) and I feel terrible now (monday). I don't feel how I was told I would feel and after reading through other posts I've got myself worried so some advice would be appreciated.
Basically me and my friend, both 23 both male, bought a gram off a trusted friend who uses quite often. They split it between us giving us 2 bombs each and then the rest in a bag. We took one bomb and then the 2nd one about an hour later. When I first came up I felt dizzy and my vision blurred but after a sit down I felt fine. I drank alcohol thoughout the night which I realise was probably a mistake! The rest of the night was fine.
That night I had mad dreams and the next day I felt really floaty and spacey. Sat night I again had really vivid dreams, hearing sounds etc. Sunday and today, monday, have been the worst. This is how I am feeling:
1. Nauseas, like I'm going to be sick but haven't been.
2. I have the feeling as if I'm watching me do my life from behind my eyes. Like i'm not really participating in it, I'm just going through the motions. The past few days haven't really registered.
3. My head feels stuffy, like when you have flu.
4. I'm having really mad dreams and keep twitching when i'm about to fall asleep, waking myself up. So i'm pretty tired.
5. No real appetite and my vision doesnt seem as sharp as usual.
Basically I dont feel great, while my friend had the usual comedown on the sat and didnt feel great on the sunday now feels fine. My friends who do mdma don't get these feelings. So my questions are, what the hell has happened? And how long will this last for?
I hope I havent fucked myself up. I realise I wasn't prepared to take it but had I known I'd feel like this I wouldnt have done (I know, regret isnt very useful). Has anyone else felt like this and if so, how long did it last for, what did you do?
How long should I leave it for before going to a doctor? I'm priobably just worrying myself but best to be sure!!
Think that's everything, sorry for the long post! Don't know if it's relevant but I do drink alcohol and sometimes smoke weed. Don't do any other drugs.
also, taking 5htp 2x a day as i heard that can help.