I totally get where your coming from, its just that that Salvia/DMT feeling made me realise how hollow and useless that H feeling actually is, its like chasing a shadow. at least in the long run for me.
IMHO
And then you get on the snowballs and it's a whole new love My first ever snowball was literally like meeting god. You'll never be forgotten
Oh hell fuckin' yes. Snowballs
Heroin (gotta be pinned to get the true wow factor, in my opinion) is hard to beat... but the novelty does wear off if you have a habit. Most of the years I was on it it bored me shitless but just couldn't stop. QUOTE]
Thats key for me Shambles, as good as it is, its the same thing .
Why mess with perfection some may say, but i need something more. Its just my nature i guess.
With Psycedelics each experience can be totally different, thats why I am drawn to them.
In mildly interesting opi/psyche news, Salvia works on the same receptors opiates do. Not exactly a psychedelic opiate but totally unique in all of psychedelia - no other psyche works on the kappa receptors. I believe it also works on the NMDA (?) receptors like ketamine and the like and that makes sense - the opioid receptor bit is odd though. I know from experience that opiates totally block the effects of Salvia in at least some people cos it never worked on me or anyone I knew whilst on heroin. Wasn't until I quit that I realised that people weren't kidding that Salvia has just a bit of a kick to it
I found heroin enjoyable but never as intantaneously addictive/moreish as hitting the crack pipe.
heroin isn't the best drug in terms of euphoria or experience (ie you can't compare a gouch infront of the tv to an acid adventure) but it's certainly one of my faves, reliable in effect as well, only really appreciated it after ruining k for myself but have liked opiates for over 10 years when i found a box of expired DFs in the medicine cupboard hah.
Shambles .....60X, Fuck thats called horsekiller isnt it
I don't want to generalise and all I am basing this on is documentaries, but is it not true that a significant number of Heroin addicts/users use it, or began using it, to dull or escape emotional pain of some kind? And in that case maybe it really is the only thing that hits that particular spot?
does anyone else feel the same as me?
i've dabbled in nearly everything there is going...but i was just thinking that once u know what H can do for you, nothing else will ever hit the spot in the same way.
since the drought for the last month i've no interest in anything else and i don't think i will ever again!!
Nah. I'm pretty sure opioid receptors don't function properly. I've not enjoyed any of the opiates to the extent others do.
not tried heroin, closest experience is 48 hours on morphine in hospital. it didn't do anything noticeable for the pain i was in and i spent the whole time wanting to die, which to me is the furthest from anything i'd want from a drug you can get. i have no idea how the two are supposed to compare but i think the fact the morphine didn't do what its supposed to suggests that h wouldn't do what its supposed to. guess i feel a bit conned that i might never be able to experience something thats supposed to be fantastic.
can i ask a probably stupid question, but i am curious. its been mentioned that heroin is often used to dull emotional pain and its easier to become reliant on it if you try it when you're in a bad place. is the immensely good feeling the absence of this pain, or euphoria in its own right? will it make someone in a comparitively shit place feel much better, because their shit is gone, than an already happy person?