newguyhere
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- Nov 25, 2010
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This trip is about me smoking "spice". That wasnt the brand but i wont post the brand on here if you want to send me a private message I will tell you.
I have a big past history of drug use and psychedelics. I am very much pro-drugs and I can see how they can be used in very profound ways. I also am against the government making up lies about drugs just to make them illegal for whatever bullshit reason. Im smart enuogh to realize different things effect people differently and just because some1 had a hard experience is no reason to say that a particular drug is not meant for anyone. However after yesterdays experience I cannot reccomend JWH to anyone. I joined this board just to post this experience but hopefully I will stay. So here it goes:
It happened yesterday I bought a 1G bag of the stuff at a gas station. I rolled up a blunt with about 70% of the material. I proceeded to smoke maybe 60% of the blunt and put it down saying "Im high enough". After sitting there browsing the internet for a little bit, it became too confusing and I stopped. I then got up and started walking around the apartment, pacing. I began having conversations with myself. My voice and my other selfs voice in my head sounded strange. I thought the self I was talking to was a "trippy version" of myself that always I existed. I was walking around the apartment talkin to myself sometimes in my head sometimes out loud. I realized I had no clue what the hell I was doing. For example I threw something out in the trash but after doing it I didnt know If I actually did it. I searched through the trash but it was too difficult to see if I threw the trash out or not.
Things got really bad. I got this bad kinda painfull feeling throuout my body. And extreme anxiety. I was so messed up I thought I would never be able to be normal again. This is rare for me with drugs I always know I did a drug and I will evantually be straight again. But with this it was different i smoked basically half a blunt of stuff you can buy at any gas station, and i am completely messed up with no control whatsoever.
I began panicking pretty bad and I though to myself how do I come down. I got back on the internet to find out anything on jwh overdosing and how to come down. I stumbled across this video on youtube.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xMwvswqrmRE
I watched maybe the first minute or so and his experience was so bad I had to stop watching, it just made me feel worse.
I got back up and my whole body felt even more uncomfortable. I was convinced I would never be normal again ever. My heart was pounding but it was hard to tell as my whole body felt horrible not just my heart area. At one point I even thought I was having a heart attack. I may have had one I do not know. I got very cold and I would lie down alot but eventually get back up only to lie back down again. My legs felt incredibly weird and it was hard to walk. Laying down on my side one leg on top of another it felt like my leg on top was crushing my bottom leg. In fact all feeling felt bad any part of my body touching another was a bad feeling. My mouth was sooooo dry I started drinking water to help.
I kept repeating to myself "I cannot beat this, this is too much" I have no chance of ever being normal again. I would not wish this experience on my worst enemy. I had to convince myself that I was even alive. I do not believe in a afterlife, so I figured if im experience anything I must be alive. But the sensations my body was feeling and my thougths and closed eye visuals, were so unlike anything I had ever felt. It felt so bizarre that it made me challenge if I was living.
I layed back on the couch at somepoint and I sat up, and felt much more sober. I finally felt like I will beat this and I will be normal again. It was a good feeling fisrt positive feeling of it all.
The whole trip lasted about 3-4 hours maybe. I did look at clock a few times. It was the most horrible thing I have ever gone through in my life. It is now the next morning... all questions comments welcome.
I have a big past history of drug use and psychedelics. I am very much pro-drugs and I can see how they can be used in very profound ways. I also am against the government making up lies about drugs just to make them illegal for whatever bullshit reason. Im smart enuogh to realize different things effect people differently and just because some1 had a hard experience is no reason to say that a particular drug is not meant for anyone. However after yesterdays experience I cannot reccomend JWH to anyone. I joined this board just to post this experience but hopefully I will stay. So here it goes:
It happened yesterday I bought a 1G bag of the stuff at a gas station. I rolled up a blunt with about 70% of the material. I proceeded to smoke maybe 60% of the blunt and put it down saying "Im high enough". After sitting there browsing the internet for a little bit, it became too confusing and I stopped. I then got up and started walking around the apartment, pacing. I began having conversations with myself. My voice and my other selfs voice in my head sounded strange. I thought the self I was talking to was a "trippy version" of myself that always I existed. I was walking around the apartment talkin to myself sometimes in my head sometimes out loud. I realized I had no clue what the hell I was doing. For example I threw something out in the trash but after doing it I didnt know If I actually did it. I searched through the trash but it was too difficult to see if I threw the trash out or not.
Things got really bad. I got this bad kinda painfull feeling throuout my body. And extreme anxiety. I was so messed up I thought I would never be able to be normal again. This is rare for me with drugs I always know I did a drug and I will evantually be straight again. But with this it was different i smoked basically half a blunt of stuff you can buy at any gas station, and i am completely messed up with no control whatsoever.
I began panicking pretty bad and I though to myself how do I come down. I got back on the internet to find out anything on jwh overdosing and how to come down. I stumbled across this video on youtube.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xMwvswqrmRE
I watched maybe the first minute or so and his experience was so bad I had to stop watching, it just made me feel worse.
I got back up and my whole body felt even more uncomfortable. I was convinced I would never be normal again ever. My heart was pounding but it was hard to tell as my whole body felt horrible not just my heart area. At one point I even thought I was having a heart attack. I may have had one I do not know. I got very cold and I would lie down alot but eventually get back up only to lie back down again. My legs felt incredibly weird and it was hard to walk. Laying down on my side one leg on top of another it felt like my leg on top was crushing my bottom leg. In fact all feeling felt bad any part of my body touching another was a bad feeling. My mouth was sooooo dry I started drinking water to help.
I kept repeating to myself "I cannot beat this, this is too much" I have no chance of ever being normal again. I would not wish this experience on my worst enemy. I had to convince myself that I was even alive. I do not believe in a afterlife, so I figured if im experience anything I must be alive. But the sensations my body was feeling and my thougths and closed eye visuals, were so unlike anything I had ever felt. It felt so bizarre that it made me challenge if I was living.
I layed back on the couch at somepoint and I sat up, and felt much more sober. I finally felt like I will beat this and I will be normal again. It was a good feeling fisrt positive feeling of it all.
The whole trip lasted about 3-4 hours maybe. I did look at clock a few times. It was the most horrible thing I have ever gone through in my life. It is now the next morning... all questions comments welcome.