I posted my experience & some pics quite some time ago. I'm finally on Subs free through the patient care program. I also am prescribed 8 50mg trams a day by the same doc who is cool as hell. He even prescribed me Marinol which cost over $700 / month, so I didn't get that filled. Told the doc about the price and that I'd stick with the natural form. He's ok with it. Life's become more bearable since I last posted. Thanks to all for the support I received through those tough early days when I could get no relief.