thanks james as i said i am getting used to this site and appreciate your tips on the research tabs and what not. i like to think of myself as a pretty smart"user" of drugs if there is such a thing esp reacreationally talking. i have worked in pharmacies for 10+ years under pharmacists so i know about effects, and a lot of things from a formal patient advocate kind of a perspective but once i started dabbling with the percoccets and going all the way up through the oc 80's i find myself getting out of control. it is hard because i know that i cannot come out and tell certain poeple of these addictions for fear of losing my job and license. also i am in the middle of a radiology program that i am sure i would be thrown out of if they foud out my "other life". I try to seperate the two as much as i can but each time i have tried to quit i have found myself useless in class and also awful when it comes to clinical work and my actual job.i really want to finish with my program in like 7 months and go right in to a inpatient detox place that will help me deal with these issues of mine. i have 3 oc 30s lined up right now that I am going to snort and probably finish off my project and get an A as i usually do when i'm flying high on this stuff. thanks for anyone that is listening and i know that there are many people in my shoes as roughly 10 of my friends are just like me
sincerely
the-wish he was recovering addict
ps i heard one friend of mine try a "new" rapid detox thing that did work wonders for him and said something about the drug naltrexone... i am very curious about this but like i said never take these things on a whim but wondered if anyone out there had any information on the topic. i grabbed a naltrexone 50mg tab the other day but am waiting for my free weekend and someone with some better knowledge on this subject to help stear me in the right direction. please help because like i said this can not go on as so..................