My quest to try every recreational drug ever, has come to a sudden terrifying halt now that I've obtained what people tell me is the most dangerous opiate of all.
I have plenty of experience with opiates. I have tried codeine, vicodin, oxycodone, morphine, and heroin. lately i've had extremely simplistic access to morphine and vicodin due to my family's lack of drug knowledge and security. and their failure to compute numbers and mathematics like i can. the only way they'll ever figure out im stealing this shit is if they catch me in the act.
in the past 2 months i've taken (or snorted rather) 17 vicodin pills, and a sip of morphine every other day, which i can't calculate because i've had to fill it with water to keep it at precisely the measurement they left it at. at this point the bottle should be about 30% morphine, extremely weak.
just a few minutes ago i found 6 fentanyl patches. i've avoided the fentanyl because i've heard dark and terrifying stories of the unintentional overdoses. but as of last week my sister is pulling away from the patch and she withdrew hardcore. this is somebody who hates the idea of drugs altogether, so she's really not gonna miss this shit. the patches are now right next to the morphine. and they seriously will not know the difference between 6 and 5, i know this for a fact.
so now there is a fentanyl patch in my pocket. my plan is to fill myself with 1mg and take it the fuck off, maybe give to my opiate-fiending best friend. those of you with experience, i ask you, how long does it take to feel the first 50 micrograms, and how intense is it? will there ever be a time where i could take an entire 5 milligrams and not die? is such a ratio only acquainted to severe injuries and fractures? because im perfectly healthy, and i have plenty of experience with opiates, and this patch worries the shit out of me. but im going to take it anyways. i just want the experience and then im done.
here is the some information on the sides of the pouch:
In vivo deliver of 50 mcg/h fentanyl for 72 hours (fuck that)
Each transdermal system contains: 5 mg fentanyl and 0.2 mL alcohol USP
Apply immediately upon removal from pouch and after removal of the protective liner. (or what? does it get weaker?)
I'm going to be right here waiting for responses. All help is deeply appreciated.