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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

Meth. Crystal Meth. Ice. Ahh

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the first time I tried it, I felt like I found the answer to all my problems in life. I couldn't believe how good I felt, and how the high was much smoother and not a "jonesing" for another hit or line. And it lasted so long, after being a crackhead for years spending anywhere from 300 to 1600 per week on cocaine products (powder & rock), snorting one normal sized line made me feel better and for longer than amount of coke I ever did... After 6 months I dropped 50lbs, which was actually one thing in life I struggled for years to accomplish. I was about 40 to 5@ pounds overweight for about 8 years...suddenly I weighed the same as I did in high school. I became superman at my job and had to put on the brakes many times, I mean I would catch myself dusting off the tops of the picters hanging in the office. My sex became off the hook, suddenly I had hot, younger chicks checking me out...something that hadn't happened in years!! I felt like the years were heading in reverse, I felt like I had sold my soul & this was what I sold it for! Successful at work, and all things ventured, I started dealing to support my habit as I decided it to be a way to offset any cost I would otherwise pay for speed. After being rediculed by my friends & dealers for even thinking about dealing (they laughed and said nobody is gonna buy drugs from you, you look like a cop!...I am a clean cut all american looking whiteboy) I resorted to calling up call girls, thinking that they must do drugs & they are already out there risking arrest soliciting sex...it turned out to be a goldmine!!!!.........in three weeks I was sekking to 23 different girls, even driving around many of them to & from their calls!! Ahhh...so much more I could say!!...
 
re: so u didn't go in a downward spiral ?

No, I haven't yet...I say yet because everybody else in this world seems to say that it's a matter of time and everyone who does meth will become a toothless blob of sores and disease!! One thing I will tell you is that it does become a daily ritual, much like going to the bathroom as soon as you wake up in the morning. (I'm usually smoking my first bowl while in the bathroom) and after awhile, it starts to suck because you end up doing more and more and you really start to feel normal when your spun out...and when your not you feel like you're not ready to start your day. Today I have smoked 3 bowls, big ass bowls, and the shit I have now is about as good as I have ever had. One thing, make sure you get a good connect and get good shit. On a scale of 1 to 10 (10 being best) I am very used to getting 10 shit everytime. It has become who I am, I mean, I would not have all of the energy and zest for life and be able to accomplish everything that I do on a daily basis if I didn't have it. I have an unfair advantage at work and sometimes slow down just so it's not wierd that I got too much done!! I don't know about the rest of the world, but for me it's made such a huge difference I would definately be a lesser person in many ways without it...that's why I have a gigantic stash!! I have run out before and had problems getting more. I have protected myself against that these days.
 
Sorry for short post but I strongly suggest you just eat it and try to stay there if you decide to try it. You'll probably move on to snorting, smoking, or shooting anyway but at least it'll take a bit more time.

If you haven't done other stimulants, I would suggest you try them instead (or at least first). It can be a useful drug but it's not worth it.
I have never used meth or smoked/shot up a stimulant.
 
I got very heavily into meth in the mid nineties. I did my first line and didn't really go to sleep for five years. But most people don't have an ounce in their pocket when they first try it, so not sure how much that means. I found making it more addictive than doing it, not saying I didn't do plenty. Of course back then you could get bottle of a thousand ephedrine no questions ask. Ended up getting busted for sales and eventually went to prison for a couple years. Last ten years it's been mostly a weekend thing, not saying there haven't been a few major binges. I know quite a few people who've fucked their lives up on it, and quite a few more who haven't. I don't think it really deserves it's reputation, most of the ones who got way out there on it were the same one (myself included) who also get out there on alcohol, opiates, whatever it is they have handy. Thing i don't really understand is why most of those people got worse and worse over time while I find myself using less and less as the years go by. Not just of meth, everything.
 
I got very heavily into meth in the mid nineties. I did my first line and didn't really go to sleep for five years. But most people don't have an ounce in their pocket when they first try it, so not sure how much that means. I found making it more addictive than doing it, not saying I didn't do plenty. Of course back then you could get bottle of a thousand ephedrine no questions ask. Ended up getting busted for sales and eventually went to prison for a couple years. Last ten years it's been mostly a weekend thing, not saying there haven't been a few major binges. I know quite a few people who've fucked their lives up on it, and quite a few more who haven't. I don't think it really deserves it's reputation, most of the ones who got way out there on it were the same one (myself included) who also get out there on alcohol, opiates, whatever it is they have handy. Thing i don't really understand is why most of those people got worse and worse over time while I find myself using less and less as the years go by. Not just of meth, everything.
thats self destruct mode and just erradic abrupt behavior....they dont know what their doing. I know an older guy well say late late 30's and he uses sooo much. atleast for 7 years. hes still functioning and talks me out of a depressed stupor sometimes!
 
ive used meth for a year. and i dont suggest doing it, even once. its not worth it. it was the hardest drug for me to quit. i finally did after a five day run...my mind was in a dark place, my body was fucked. i looked in the mirror and didnt see myself anymore. i was not me. i was the drug at that point. i looked pretty bad physically...i looked like a tweaker. and i said fuck this i dont want this anymore.

so its been a month since ive done meth. i hope i never go back to that shit.
 
I tried meth in senior year in the mid-90s, five of us split evenly a quarter gram and were wired and awake all weekend long. I later did phosphorus and anhydrous dope cooked from Sudafed a couple of years in 99-2001 and it was almost as potent. This stuff these young fools are doing now is nothing but a rush and a taste! Sadly the state I live in has a very short supply of real crystal meth, that I can find anyway. I've heard the Mexicans have the real deal, its just more expensive. I only like to do meth in short periods anyway so quality is way more important than quantity. I like to snort about 30% and smoke 70%, I don't do needles. Any advice for someone that just likes to occasionally get wired and have freaky sex marathons?
 
I tried it a couple of times in my life the first time I smoked it I liked it I stayed up all night with the love that you energy the second or third time was good but never like the first I can truly say I never really did get addicted I could put it down at any time but when it was around I would always do it again I always smoke it never done anything else I was always scared I'd heard terrible stories about it but one day I had a friend tell me to try to eat it because I didn't have anything to smoke it with so I did needless to say worst mistake of my life I ate a really big amount of it in less than 15 minutes my head was swimming my heart was racing everything was in circles I thought I was going to die all my friends were scared and ran off and left me there alone luckily my sister come I spent 48 hours and I see you my heart rate was ranging from 200 to 280 the doctor told me I only had a 20% chance of living through the night said I would go into cardiac arrest but luckily here I am three years later I've never touch the stuff again and I wouldn't tell anyone to do it
 
I'm not well versed in this subject so anyone feel free to correct me if and when I'm mistaken.
It's my understanding that mthamphtmn comes in several different forms.
The most pure (to my understanding) is called "ice". It's made using pure (for a lack of a better term) ingredients that aren't readily avail in the states.
I'm told it's made in clandestine operations in mexico.
This form is said to be available via smoking, insuffilation, swallowed or (God forbid) injected.
I'm told in this form the user dosent experience the impurities leeching from the skin causing the user to scratch and claw at themselves, sometimes believing they have bugs under their skin...
Then there's what I will call "crank", which is made at home using god knows what to extract the desired substance from otc sinus meds. Including lye, road flares, a substance used to thaw fuel lines and lithium from batteries. ... this one ,again I'm told is best insuffilated.
Then there is "shake and bake ".. supposedly the most cheap and crude form of this monster in which we speak.
I do not partake. But if I were forced to make a decision, I would chose "ice" aka "super meth"..
I would also suppose that one could spend quite a memorable evening, night and most of the morning to ensure one's partner be rendered bow legged from marathon sex. (Good luck reaching climax) with the "ice".
If course I would recommend not using any of it..
I've done a significant amount of research on this horrible substance and decided it wasn't for me. But far beit from me to judge anyone that has made the decision to try or even use it once.
So obviously I would recommend the pure Ice if one was just dead set upon trying it...
But fellow bluelighters, if you've never used it, then please just don't.
I'll go out on a limb and state that imho one would be better off snorkeling a fat rail of soft white (powder yayo ).
I will admit that I'm no angel and I have used ice once, that a freinds brother just gave me.. it was about four months ago. Looked like opaque shards of glass. It melts into a brownish fluid with just the slightest amount of heat directly applied.
I also admit I treated my beautiful wife to an hour of lovemaking (I say lovemaking so as to not be crass ) that she will not soon forget.
That one time that I partook is what led me to delve into research. .
What I ascertained through that endeavor was enough to cause me to decide to never use it again in any form.
I apologise for the short essay here.
So to answer your oq , i recomend the glass like shards.
Just use good judgement and most of all BE CAREFUL AND SAFE!
There's no doubt this is a dangerous substance
 
I did meth once in my life (in three different injections). I first shot a small amount to see what would happen. Small being 45 mg or so. And it was ok but not what I was hoping for. Then I shot more (mabye 250 mg) and nearly overdosed. But I got an intense rush. The rush was complete with auditory and visual distortiona dn was akin to tripping on a dark eerie psychedelic for like 5 minutes. Then I was high for 5 hours. Then I came down but had school in a few hours so I did some more. I missed school and didnt eat or sleep for 3 days after that.
The first day I felt emotionally drained. After that I simply couldnt eat or sleep. All in all the expperience was much like getting hit by a ford F-150. It was an AMAZING RUSH and then a coke like high for 5 hours. but the three day hangover was not worth it and I havent done it since and wouldnt just because it REALLY isnt good for you. Not good enough feeling to harm myself like that.
I see this is an old thread, but since you hit on a profound truth in your comment I must reply..
The one time I used it, I too felt amazing. . Like I could have walked to the moon and fixed a cheese sammich.
But the crash you mentioned.. I experienced the same thing. The best I can describe it was that I felt as if I had been poisoned for nearly 4 days afterward.
At least with yayo after the obligatory Jones fades away one feels normal.
(Except for the huge void in ones billfold..lol)
 
I did meth once in my life (in three different injections). I first shot a small amount to see what would happen. Small being 45 mg or so. And it was ok but not what I was hoping for. Then I shot more (mabye 250 mg) and nearly overdosed. But I got an intense rush. The rush was complete with auditory and visual distortiona dn was akin to tripping on a dark eerie psychedelic for like 5 minutes. Then I was high for 5 hours. Then I came down but had school in a few hours so I did some more. I missed school and didnt eat or sleep for 3 days after that.
The first day I felt emotionally drained. After that I simply couldnt eat or sleep. All in all the expperience was much like getting hit by a ford F-150. It was an AMAZING RUSH and then a coke like high for 5 hours. but the three day hangover was not worth it and I havent done it since and wouldnt just because it REALLY isnt good for you. Not good enough feeling to harm myself like that.
I'm a meth addict... I didn't get hooked after my very first hit, but instead the addiction crept up on me. I was addicted before I even realised. I've been smoking and IV'ing for just over 2 years, but I've now reached the stage where I want to quit the stuff for good, which is a lot easier said than done! It's a very nasty drug, and I've done a lot of damage to myself - physically and mentally - though my heavy usage. It does feel great, but tolerance develops very quickly and eventually I was just needing it to get out of bed in the morning.

I'm severely underweight (my BMI is about 15), extremely pale, I've got sores and scars across my skin where I've been scratching at the "meth bugs", and my liver and kidney aren't in good shape. I've also had periods of psychosis, after binging, where I've had to be admitted into detox facilities and psych wards - sometimes under police escort. I think most people can tell I'm a tweaker just by looking at me.
Been 6 years since you posted this.
I truly hope you have been able to boot that nasty habit.
Again, I know this is an old thread but you piqued my curiosity.
If you can and don't mind, could you give us an update on your desire to refrain from using?
Did you make it bro?
 
I did meth once in my life (in three different injections). I first shot a small amount to see what would happen. Small being 45 mg or so. And it was ok but not what I was hoping for. Then I shot more (mabye 250 mg) and nearly overdosed. But I got an intense rush. The rush was complete with auditory and visual distortiona dn was akin to tripping on a dark eerie psychedelic for like 5 minutes. Then I was high for 5 hours. Then I came down but had school in a few hours so I did some more. I missed school and didnt eat or sleep for 3 days after that.
The first day I felt emotionally drained. After that I simply couldnt eat or sleep. All in all the expperience was much like getting hit by a ford F-150. It was an AMAZING RUSH and then a coke like high for 5 hours. but the three day hangover was not worth it and I havent done it since and wouldnt just because it REALLY isnt good for you. Not good enough feeling to harm myself like that.
Sorry, I have to add this to the thread and it's a %100 true story.
I have a buddy, I'll call him aron.
His thing was powder coke.
He came across some ice one night and came to my house because he knew I kept iv syringes and he wanted to bang some.
Lmao, this still makes me laugh.
So any way I fetched him a vein stick and he fixed himself a nice one.... about the amount one would insuffilate. .
He found a nice return vein and in it went. .lol... it took his breath and then started panting with the silliest grin on his face id ever saw.
Followed by an abrupt "UHNH!" then a relieving "aaahhhhh".
Quite literally the man had an intense ORGASM!!!!
No kidding, I'm dead serious!
I know he did because I had to allow him to shower and gave him a clean change of clothes.
And what's more, my wife washed his clothes and she spotted the offending stain, so to speak.
I had to explain to her what exactly had taken place.
Strange things happen to a person when all the brains neurotransmitters fire all they have simultaneously.
 
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