I feel tired as fuck as I have for days.
I am what's known as clean.
25mg promethezine will be taken as otherwise I will no doubt wake up every hour and feel like stabbing myself.
Now if next week goes one way then it may prove to be a happy new year. I'm trying oh so hard not to think about losing some of the things I gained in 2009.
ps It is highly likely that I will not be making midnight.
I never do on NYE, not since 2000 when I sat in my parents kitchen sipping Baileys.
I was going to take 300mg codiene to shut my guts down for the night,but think they would be wasted.
Had 3 wrecked days away from the webs and now I'm back on I'm drinking milk and necking anti-histamines....and thinking of a little benzo action as well, although I really need proper sleep as been sorely not having any....fucking GBL withdrawal.