I also took mescaline and meth once and ended up in hospital again after slicing the shit out of my arm; it was an exercise in unreality as the arm I sliced certainly appeared to be seperate from me. Oddly though, I still knew my slicer (the other arm) was mine....which begs the question, why was I slicing random arms?
This is the most win quote I've read in a while.
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Last year I dosed 4 tabs of DOB (sold to me as acid, later found out they were ~1mg DOB per tab
). At the 12 hour mark I was still tripping HARD and starting to experience painful vasoconstriction in my arms and chest. My friends decided to go down to the dining commons on campus to get something to eat and I decided to join them because I was terrified of being alone.
Upon arriving, I found the commons filled with elderly gentlemen in tuxedos, obsessively snapping photos of extravagantly decorated cupcakes.
Yes, this was actually happening.
Overcome with intense feelings of horror, loathing, and deja vu, I attempted to flee the commons at once with my friends in close pursuit. Upon reaching the exit, a wild-eyed dreadlocked man dressed in filthy green overalls and little else flung himself in my path and demanded that I assist him in "legalizing salvia". I felt that I was obligated to help him, so I asked him what I could do. He shoved a blank loose leaf paper into my hand and instructed me to write a petition to my local congressman. I screamed "YOU OF ALL PEOPLE SHOULD KNOW THAT THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME RIGHT NOW", brushed him aside, and ran out into the void.
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The only time I blacked out from psychedelics, or indeed any drug, was on mushrooms. I remember the trip coming on, and thinking hard about the relationship between society and the media, making all these insane connections in my head, and then waking up 4 hours later in a state of utter ego loss.
I was broken.
I ended up turning on every light in the house, ripping every thermometer off the wall, going into my parents room with a printer (???) and then lying on the floor making weird hand signals to my dog. This was about 3:30, 4 in the morning. I spent the next couple of hours unable to speak, reading the Chinese characters on tags on clothing, with my parents watching me helplessly. I had a giant red mark on my arm from apparently trying to eat my bicep. I flipped them both off profusely and smiled whenever they asked me a question. When my dad asked me what I had taken, I went into my closet, retrieved a bad of weed, and sprinkled it on him.
I did not think that shrooms could last that long. When I came to, I almost considered jumping out a window. Before this my parents had no idea I did drugs at all. I'm sure it was quite an experience for them. Luckily, I had to get my wisdom teeth removed the next day, so I was able to spend the following week in a percocet haze. Everything seemed much better after that.