Well I'm (or was) a former addict, and thanks to our dearest friend relapse, now recovering opiate addict. for the third time now. Opiates are our banes!! They make everything into hott secks and amplify all that is well being and euphoria as we know it.
And it fuckin sucks how it has to be these days with everyone using the needles. I am a former user of dilaudid, heroin, fentanyl, oxycontin, morphine, and all the lower opiates/opioids. However I was able to stick to my promise and never use a needle unless in the ER (which strangely enough has yet to occur). Which I'm thankful for because god knows if I feel that first rush via IV I would be dooooomed in the long run hehe =\.
The sad truth is, and I expect to get shit for saying it so i wont bother in explaining myself too much, but IV fent users and IV heroin users are eventually, sooner than later, going to have a revelation and truly be faced with the questions "Ok... I have to get on a program to stop and treat my withdrawls over time and KNOW that if I faulter, REALISTICALLY I will be facing most certain, gradual death from withdrawals or sudden death by means of OD. I watched my best friends father, my seconds father... Whither away and die in his bed from use of IV dilaudid.. A wealthy loving parent and friend. This happened when my friend and I were way back in highschool. Additionally, my mother has been having the most terrifying and agonizing period of her life now coming off of fentanyl/dillie use. Alright ill fuckin stop. but to anyone who wants to give it a go, smoke the heroin, smoke the fentanyl. You will not face SERIOUS withdrawls by switching administration methods from needles, your ADDICTION will just fiend for the rush. Entirely too many people who atleast want to try and lower there dangerous levels of usage confuse the individuals addiction-fiending bond with near death feelings of withdrawals. Ultimately comes down to if you can face yourself in a realistic manner and truthfully ask yourself something like "Do I want this to become the end of me, even though in my mind I am certain I will not crumble from this".
Sorry guys, either just bitching since I cannot in anyway afford to tamper with the weakest of opiates anymore, or actually by some off chance that someone on this thread can relate and take something away from it.
Enjoy what I can no longer fellas
Peace and Love -never judgmental even if you think so =P.
happy euphoria and body orgasms to all!