I've had one other experience 2 years ago and all i can recall is I got way too high and flipped out for like 24 hours and felt like shit for the next week. Naturally, I was scared away.
Recently considering how much I enjoy dexedrine I thought I would give it another try, cautiously. When me and my friend got the stuff I smoked three hoots. Remembering what happened last time I left it at that. After a few minutes with nothing more than a tingle I had two more. Nothing other than a tiny lift. My friend has also been doing speed for about three years I think so I am pretty positive it was smoked right, he got high even with a tolerance.I don't get it I mean I feel 5mg dex more than this.
My friend leaves and I'm left with my flap and no pipe so I say what the hell and rail 10mg. I figured that would definitely be enough because I am a very small guy and 15mg dexedrine gets me feeling very good. I sort of feel it in a few minutes, but its not enjoyable at all, every muscle in my body tightened up and I couldn't do anything other than concentrate on one single area for minutes on end, I also got very paranoid, no euphoria. Two hours of feeling like shit and then I'm sleepy and feel nothing anymore. I decide one last try I'll parachute it, but it was getting late so I only did about 5mg and went and laid down expecting nothing. 45 minutes later I was absolutely tweeked out for like 9 hours.
So here I am 24 hours later been taking small parachutes and its great and everything but I want to experience the rush. I still have about 20mg to experiment with and one more week off work so would anyone have any idea why this isn't effecting me any other way than orally?
Also I am getting this lower back pain during my peaks that keeps getting worse every time is there anything I can do about it? Would getting some sleep help? I've only slept about 4 hours in the last 48 but it sounds very unappealing to me at the moment.